Told you so

Even that time when the wind stopped, it's not enough for me;

A single smile, the last bow...

.:: [[*~xiia0manman~*]] ::.

She is the only Man Jing in the world, and she is an AHSian from ~~1Bees`07~~ ~~2Cbabu`08~~ 3D`09, arriving on 25 March

She is well known to be a SINGING freak, SUSHII freak, DEATHNOTE freak, DBSK freak, or a sia0 kia :D She plays the drums and piano!

She is Publicity Officer of AHSChoirand an alto 1 chorister :D music builds up her life! She is a computer-game freak and currently plays GRANADOESPADA :D

Her email/facebook is: sw33tx_v0dka@hotmail.com

It's not about what's holding on to you, but it's about what's keeping you from moving on.
So let it go, because you know you can.
And always smile, because it's always worth it :).

♥ DESIRES

FOOD such as SUSHI, DARKCHOCOLATE, ICECREAM and JAP CUISINE
freak im growing fatter DX

SHUAI GES such as DongBangShinKi, DEATHNOTE L, SUJU and LEEMINHO+KIMBUM! but most importantly...EDWARD CULLENNNNNNN!
When life gives you lemon, throw it back and say "I WANT EDWARD CULLENS!"

JAP ANIME such as TsubasaChronicles, BLOOD+, DEATHNOTE and INUYASHA
manga manga manga manga!!

MUSIC such as playing the DRUMS, listening to fav JAP/KOREAN/ENGLISH music, and using my DIAPHRAM =D
we're SINGerellas~

♥ MUSIC

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Tuesday, November 24, 2009, 8:34 PM

LOL walao eh when I saw these I laughed my ass off la HAHAHAHAs.
ITS LIKE, BLOODY FUNNY LAH WALAO EH~
Like you've finally realised how bored people can be and the stupidity of mankind LOLS.
You guys probably don't get what I mean -.- ok~

LOL what the shyt man!!! "WHY DID THE CHICKEN CROSS THE ROAD" WTF!! and this one more zai, "WHY DO MEN HAVE NIPPLES" HAHAHHAHAHASS!

LOL WHY DOES THE SUN GO ON SHINING??!!!

"WHY MUST PEOPLE DIE?!"

I can just go on you know -.-

LOL again the nipples question. Whats wrong with people nowadays -.-

LOL the last two is like f-ing funny LOL.

You just go google.com, type one word den wait for 1 sec and some options will show up just like the above pictures.

And then, you can all laugh ur asses off cuz I bet got some is like bloody hilarious and damn funny LOLLL!!!!

JUST FOR LAUGHS :D

If you guys didnt laugh, den too bad.

Sunday, November 22, 2009, 8:46 PM

WHY IS EVERY SINGLE PAST/CURRENT/UPCOMING MOVIES NC-16?
IT'S DAMN IRRITATING AND FRUSTRATING MY GOODNESSSSSS!!!
ARGHHHH~~~~!!!
EVERY SINGLE DAMN GOOD MOVIE IS NC-16!!!!!!
PARANORMAL ACTIVITY, NINJA ASSASSIN, SAW (I know its R21), EVERYTHING ALSO NC16 damnnnn bloody annoying!
What will putting the bloody ratings help la? I mean seriously can't they use their BRAINS?
We so called "KIDS" still can watch it online or buy DVDs so whats the freaking point?!
This measure is only encouraging more people to make fake ICs -.- and it is SO not effective,
I mean come on, I've watched all the SAW movies in youtube already -.- if I could watch it, then it means that 10 million underage people out there could watch it too -.-
Now, I can only anticipate for ONE damned movie to come out, and that's new moon zzz.
SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN SIAN ALL THE WAY MAN ZZZ~

Finally, the long choir camp is overrrr :D and we had lotsa great memories :D :D :D~~~!!!
Ahh~ I've decided to let bygones be bygones and embrace new future~
Ah well, its not how good or bad life is, its how we live it, so I've decided to live it HAPPILY XD
And bond with the rest of my choir mates~
AHSCHOIR RULES THE WORLD BABE!
Hopefully the intensive practices do help and I believe everyone had put in their best effort yep?
LETS ANTICIPATE FOR ITALY 2010! During MARCH and miss one week of school HAHAHAHA!
SOOOO excited, but I seriously need money because it's bloody expensive and I've no idea how to raise the money in time,
SO ONCE AGAIN, MANJING WANTS TO HAVE A JOB -.-

Sunday, November 15, 2009, 11:19 PM

IGNORANCE IS BLISS

I don't even feel angry that I'm being ostracized and made fun of lol.
In fact, I find it rather hilarious that people are actually WILLING to spend time to talk about me.
I'm so diao-ded LOL like seriously, don't people have other stuffs to do or talk about -.-
But oh well, if it does bring pleasure to them, so be it -.- I seriously don't really care.
IGNORANCE IS BLISS PEOPLE. There are definitely other stuffs more worth our attention.

I DYED MY HAIR :D :D :D :D :D :D
HAHAHAHAHAS. Ok actually I'm quite sad =( cause I was trying to tahan till sec4 before I tried dye-ing it.
Must preserve my virgin hair AHAHA :D and natural hair color!
BUT HOW CAN ONE RESIST THE URGE OF A NEW HAIR COLOR T.T
Oh, mine's the "beauteen" brand from japan, colour is COCOA BEIGE.
Kinda like, browny-golden. It is not very obvious, but also not not-so-obvious.
But I expected a more obvious colour though. I mean, my opinion is that dye hair is to have an obvious change in ur hair color ma. Like, if it has very little difference or same colour THEN DYE FOR WHAT LOL.
Ah oh well, at least its still a different colour :D HAHAHAS.
Yes I kinda went dramatic n freaky over the new hair colour. AIYA can't help it la -.- really super cool, go try it :D

Gonna have CCA for everyday in the next week :D
It's gonna be very exhausting, but we're not having any during december so we're gonna CHIONG and give our best :D
I'm still considering if I should go China for this december holidays LOL.
Like 3 years never go visit my maternal family LOL. IM SO UNFILIAL T.T (is there such a word o.o)
Kinda miss my 14 yr old 170+ cm tall de cousin. SIAOOOOO AHHHHHHHHHH.
Seriously when im in China i just transformed into a dwarf cuz everyone is so bloody tall there T.T OHMYGAWDDDD.
ANY IDEA HOW DEMORALISING AND DEPRESSING IT IS LOL???
I WAN A BEANIE XD! But I need a reason to buy it and an opportunity to wear it -.-
which is only a trip to china will remove my guilt of buying a beanie for nothing LOLLLs.
CONSIDERING :D~~

I NEED A JOB TOO!!!
I have no monayeeee~~~~
Ok I do -.- but that's secured for my future so I NEED MONAYEEEE~~~~
Have been blogshopping recently LOL, like the things are SO CHEAP, REALLY DAMNNNNN CHEAP.
NO WONDER PEOPLE GO CRAZY, like who wouldnt LOL XD
Not only clothes, like cosmetics and facial products are super cheap ahahas :D
AND I FINALLY LEARN HOW TO FULLY UTILISE THE POWER OF THE POSB BANK CARD.
AHAHAHA.
But that card has my WHOLE LIFE savings in it -.- so it's super dangerous. Guess I'm gonna become fully independent on myself soon :D
Which will totally open another chapter in my life.

and I'M LOVIN IT :D

Friday, October 30, 2009, 11:09 PM

THE FOLLOWING POST IS PURELY BASED ON MY OPINION AND ANY SIMILARITIES IS PURELY COINCIDENTAL AND PLS DON'T BE A PETTY DOG AND BE OFFENDED. BE GRACIOUS OK?

Oh here comes my report slip -.- And I'm like focusing on the remarks part lol.
Shall not furthur comment on it. Wasn't what I expected. Lol.
Well, maybe I'm just an immature kid. Shall wait till I grow up then :D
I'm losing my passion in everything. Don't even feel like coming to school.
Singapore's education is screwed. Or maybe only our school.
I mean seriously take a look around, all we produce are muggers, including myself,
and I don't see how THAT can bring us far in the future.
Look at CCHS, most of their students are not very muggish, in fact they look kinda ahlian ahbeng to me,
but yet they scored BETTER than us, and they even got band 1.
I'm obviously sending myself to hell posting this post but whatever.
Other students scold teachers scold schools on their blogs.
I'm just stating an opinion, or rather, a FACT.
Seriously. muggers after muggers after muggers. When will this end?
I think all of us will die in JC la.
In America, students are encouraged to speak up their opinions and voice their views as much as possible.
In Singapore, students who voiced their opinions are condemned by the school and their tone is viewed as RUDE.
WOW. Seriously man. That's probably the reason why americans are usually far more successful than Singaporeans.
Hey, I'm not stereotyping, there are smart people out there of course.
Ya la, like one in a million. LKY is probably the smartest and outwitting guy in Singapore.
And there's one guy in our class that is wickedly smart too.
Why is this school like this one ah...
Really frustrating to the max you know my goodness.
If it wasn't for SOME teachers here or my friends,
I will be home-schooling now.
DAMN I WANT TO STUDY OVERSEAS LOL.
EVERY MIN I STAY IN THIS SCREWED UP SYSTEM THE MORE MUGGISH I BECOME.
and then my brain goes mushy and my head shall become dead.
Sian. No money no money but CHIU *clap clap, clap*
Here is so screwed. Staying here another minute is TORTUROUS (if it is purely based on education)
NOOOOOOO mugging is not the WAYYYY.
Even for special courses like gifted programmes and stuff,
MUGGERS ARE CHOSEN over those like, really genius people.
One example start with I one, in our class.
I can bet with you with my LIFE, he is gonna be very successful in the future.
Definitely more successful than muggers. It scares me to see how many people in our school wore specs.
This is a mugger regime. Die.

Sunday, October 25, 2009, 3:01 AM

OK I just watched this U.S gameshow called "The moment of Truth" and it was WOW.
It is like this show in which a person is invited and he/she is being asked questions and he/she must answer truthfully in order to get money,
But one false answer will cause the person to lose all the money he/she has been working towards.
And before the show, the person is put on a lie detector and answer the same questions without knowing the results of the detector,
Then on the show, he/she will be asked the same questions and the answer will be revealed then with like 4 or 5 of their close or loved ones present,
which may include their family, their husbands/wives, best friends.
AND THE QUESTIONS IS NOT SO EASY OK?
It is like "Have you ever had sexual relations with anyone after getting married with your husband?"
and the person REALLY admitted it -.- wah siao liao la. You see the husband face is like chua tio you know lol. Like seriously WTF.
Then is like "Have you ever had sexual fantasy involving your best friend?"
"Have you ever blamed your father for ruining your childhood?"
Is like, if you were being asked that question HOW WILL YOU ANSWER IT LOL?
The worse thing is that that person is RIGHT THERE WATCHING YOU and you gotta admit it. Zai leh.
It ruins like, how many families and marriages zzz. But at least the truth is out.
Oh ya there is one which asked "Have you ever had sex with over 100 women?" to a guy, and guess what that guy answered when his girlfriend was present there -.-
I KNOW YOU'RE INTERESTED LAH. It's not a fake one la, cuz after the episodes some magazines are interested in those really screwed up lives of some contestants and they went to kazhao them la, and it came out on newspapers and magazines and stuffs.
I think Singapore should have it lor, in fact I think schools should have it.
Then everyone would reveal every damn truth out. Then every teacher would reveal everything MUAHAHAHA.
It destroys relationships la but then, ah well. It's always good to know the truth. Whether it sucks or not.
But Singaporeans so humji confirm won't do it one lol. Sian.
Anyway, those interested can go youtube and type the show name. My personal favourite episode is Lauren Cleri's one, and the media announced that she became like, the most hated woman in the U.S.
Which is kinda ironic considering that actually many people IS as screwed as she was then, which makes it kinda normal and should-be-forgiven kinda case.
Lol, the highlight was when the show invited her ex-boyfriend to ask her questions infront of her husband.
Wah imba I tell you. Not that I enjoy watching the show -.- if you were watching it I DARE YOU CLOSE THE INTERNET EXPLORER LA. You wouldn't lor.
The best thing to do is NOT TO JOIN THE SHOW AT ALL.
Lol, this is seriously one screwed up world. We're all doomed -.-

Wednesday, October 21, 2009, 11:24 PM

This is not home. Not my home.

I'm just asking to live on my own. I can do it. Why won't you guys let me?
When will you all finally let me go? She cannot take care of me forever.
In fact she's doing more harm than good.
Now the relationships I've painstakingly built is damaged.
I'm sorry I can't see her goodwill and intentions towards me
Because it's biasness and I hate it.
I don't mind loneliness because there's no difference when I'm in here.
The difference will be perhaps no more shouting screaming or crying.
Life is just getting more difficult day by day and wouldn't it be better for everyone if I just leave?
No need to cook for me no need to wash for me everything I'll be doing on my own.
No I don't wan you all to come back all of a sudden and disrupt the stability we've obtained.
I prefer my life like this. I don't know why but I just like it. And I want to continue this way, at least till I complete my education.
I can make my own decisions. Even if u want me to get my own money I am very sure I can do it.
But life sucks now and it doesn't need to suck even more.
This is terrible. This conflict will never be resolve.
So don't ask me to help both of them or whatever cause YOU KNOW IT CANNOT WORK.
THE HATRED IS ALREADY THERE IN THE FIRST PLACE.
What can I do? And I don't want to do ANYTHING. Just demolish the bloody heater.
I shall shower without warm water from now on then. Nothing too big about it. I'm not going to touch that bloody thing again.
She blew it up at her. And there is NO CHANCE the harmony we once had will return.
Oh, we are not even living in harmony in the first place. It's just a mask. AGAIN.
Why you guys pretend like its not there? Aren't you escaping from reality?
What hopes can you all harbour? Can't you see the situation now? ITS OVER. Don't bother.
Why make life difficult? Put a separation between us, I don't mind at all.

Cause I'm sick and tired of all these conflicts and I want it all to end.

Saturday, October 17, 2009, 2:27 PM

Spent the entire night out with a friend yesterday night.
As in, literally the ENTIRE night from 11pm - 7 am in the morning LOL.
WHY? BECUZ IM CRAZY THAT'S WHY.
I'm stressed and pressured till my brain can't function anymore.
Ok, back to the topic -.- anyway life's so short so just try whatever I can.
ITS LIKE, DAMN COOL CUZ AT 7AM when you're about to go home and sleep, it feels like NIGHT time but actually its morning and the MRT is like, packed with PEOPLE and u'll be like "hey what's everyone doing here LOL" so cool~ XD
We watched 2 movies at one go, My sister's keeper and The deadly tsunami
BOTH ARE SUPER SUPER TEARY-EYED MOVIE LOL OMG!!
I HAD TO CONTROL MY TEARS SOOOOOOO HARD FOR BOTH MOVIE LOL XD

I'm sure u all know the My sister's keeper story right o.o?
IF you don't, you suck.
Anyways pls check out the movie, it's really well done :D
The deadly Tsunami is a korean movie...
Ya it's something like The sinking of japan.
A natural disaster is about to happen to the country,
then there's like love stories LOL. i think like, 4 different type for that movie.
Then is like, at first before the tsunami the couple in these 4 stories are quarelling and stuff LOL
Then when tsunami come they CRY CRY CRY AND HUG EACH OTHER SAY BYEBYE -.-
Eh, but got 1 couple survive, then some is both die some is one die.
AIYA u get it la, i luo suo so long lol.
But it's VERY touching too, you WILL cry. Super touching.
Just that the tsunami de waves ha...velli de fake leh -.-
But anyway there's alot of water so yeah :)

Youtubing. BYEBYE :D

Friday, October 16, 2009, 5:58 PM

Life is just like a masquerade - Just that you can never take off that mask nor show any of your feelings. You can only pretend that you're dancing happily in the grandiose ball but beneath that blissful demeanor lies the melancholy and sorrows.

Why must we be called weaklings each time we tear?
Why does apologies always go unaccepted?
Why do people treat you in a way you would never treat them?
Why do people just don't care about the good things but keeps probing on the bad ones?

The end of a terror state gives rise to another one.
But for this state, you can never EVER show your feelings out.
You'll have to pretend that you're always happy even if you're not.
And you'll find it hard to trust people.

No one will ever appreciate your efforts
No one will ever appreciate your intentions.
You can only just live in fear and hope that all goes well
And this sucks.

"Grit you teeth and sustained through the torture" says society.
But why can't we just take off that mask and let our feelings go where they want to?

Sunday, September 20, 2009, 3:55 AM

Just watched finish a millionaire's first love.
Harna I super lag la, 3 yrs ago de movie -.-
But I feel very emo n feel like crying BUT I CANT
so just watch emo movie.
OK i didn't know it will be THIS emo but,
ah anyway. eyes r puffy.
changed blogsong, obviously cuz i feel emo now.
Its by my faved band DBSK anyways, (shocked n surprised :D)
enjoy emo-ing :)

Tuesday, September 15, 2009, 9:00 PM