Thursday, August 14, 2008
{ 5:34 PM }
I changed my blogskin =D
The previous one too boring...
I LIKE THIS ONE LEH ^^ got the big word SMILE infront~
so true hor =D?
oh ya sorry la u cannot stop the music until u off ur sound system...
please dont stop the MUSIC the MUSIC...the song not nice meh o.O ok wad...
sorry la, i like jap songs ma ^^
too bad for those who dont like =.=
sian la i dont like studying for chinese...thats why i now here right =.=
chinese sooooo dam siannnn
never liked chinese since the day i was born =.=
pri school got cheat before XD ahaha~
P1 P2 only la...i guai de okays...
SIAN AH still need study chinese for the next 2 years...
sibei boring sibei sian sibei tired sibei dont-wan-study...
hais...today geog test ok la hor o.O?
though i think i will flunk it =.= i got the pictures thingy the answers all wrong...
stupid sai la -.-
i know tagboard colour not nice T.T
Changing it tmr, today must chiong chinese ^^
byebye all~
Monday, August 11, 2008
{ 10:21 PM }
I just talked to a teacher...
Someone who knew what I was going through...
Probably one of the best teacher I have ever met in my life, seriously
I've never seen any other teachers who would care so much for a student...
For those of you who think far far, please show some respect to this teacher ok,
and hell im not telling u all who he/she is...
Well...I leaked out some of my problems to this cher...
Cher say I shouldnt bottle up my feelings n stuff
and Cher say i can find him to talk about my problems anytime...
I know i cant, cuz i definitely gonna break down =.=
like how i did previously~ bad bad bad...
Aiya, fan zheng any problems u can tink of i all have la,
emotional, relationship, friendship, family, life, physical, spiritual, ALL I HAVE LA OK =.=
I know some of u thinking "who all don't have"
precisely thats the reason why i dont emo in class or pour out emo stuffs here right?
I emo here for what sai? everyone all got emo probs de ah~
Because I scared he go around telling ppl i suck if i dont follow his orders =,= so i just blindly do everything for him
or not he will grumble here and there...
I hate homeEC, seriously~
Not like im not trying to change, i did =.=
But im very tired n exhausted from all these le
NOW CCA OSO POP OUT PROBLEMS, MA DE
I WAN GO CRAZY LIAO
Im happy when ppl pour out emo probs to me, it shows they trust me
but i dunno who to pour out to then...
i wan to tell my probs to someone, but that someone just had an emotional prob so even i tell now right, that someone will only focus on whatever problems he/she had...
IM SO HAPPY I HAVE SUCH A GOOD CHER IN MY LIFE T.T
he's probably the only person i can tell to...
When at least im with people i know and can relate to,
i can never frown, im always in a smile
but when im alone, den all the emo probs pop lai pop qu~
ma de =.=
esp without my sister, since im getting close with her...
Im used to bottling up my feelings =D
kinda proud of it...
i dont like rambling how sick my life is and explaining in detail and complaining
1) YOU DONT EVEN KNOW WHATS MY PROB
2) I LOOK LIKE A CRAZY WOMEN
3) YOU KNOW IT DOES HAPPEN TO YOU ALSO
u read until gong gong de lor~~
if i can live my life happy, i will~
we only have one life anyway hor o.O
SMILE BECUZ ITS WORTH IT :D
i dont like making anyone worry~
esp not that cher =)
we all have problems of our own...
WHEN THERES A WILL THERES A WAY AHAHAHHAHAH~~~~
=D im happye n contented with life, dont worry my friends =D
cuz i know there r more ppl who r in a much worse situation than me...
so, if they can be so strong and smile, SO CAN WE RIGHT???!!!
smiling can burn more baby fats on the face~
so must smile more =D
i know how lucky i m =D
every problem is a stepping stone in my life =D
making me a better person each time every problem is resolved (or not =x)
its okay if i have no one to pour it out to =D
I CAN DO IT~~~!!!!!!!
ok la, if cannot i will go outside my house n scream~
i live in 10 floor anyway =.=
that time during NDP on TV all the songs i sing like sia0
sing like no mother no father liddat, sing until damn loud
HECK CARE THE NEIGHBOURS LA =.= i too proud to be singaporean XD
yesh, im crazy when im at home...
cuz i dont have the usual family members at home~
probably one of the unusual features of my family huh o.O
I LOVE MY KITTIE =D HES SO CUTE N FAT AHAHAHAHA
i tink...im liking someone...or not...
Saturday, August 9, 2008
{ 11:29 AM }
I know i know...
today is singapore bday =.= I KNOW LA~~
but then right, ytd was the olympics opening ceremony leh~~
den i watch it right, cannot stop thinking about it...
so dam cool laaaaaaaaa~~~
and im like, seriously NEVER SEEN SUCH OPENING BEFORE,
cannot explain la, i mean like, HOW MANY TIMES MUST THEY REHEARSE =.=
you know the countdown right, takes like 2 years to get it right u know...
as in there are you know thousands of boards with people la,
den when u hit it right, got light will come out...
so is like they countdown the seconds one by one,
using the lights produced when hit
so is like, a particular number of people in a particular area must hit it at a particular timing...
then the lightings altogether will be forming the number,
den they countdown 60,50 den jump to i tink 10, 9, 8...
DAM COOL OK
and its not like the number just APPEAR,
its from the sides den flow to the middle that kind of effect
so is like the people hitting the boards must know which timing, must know when la blah blah blah
considering the fact that there are thousands of ppl =.=
ITS SO DAM COOL OK?? freaking hard la
THAT KIND OF OPENING U TELL ME GO WHERE N FIND???
the entire opening ceremony is all like
"man-made"
every effect u see is allll human do one...
you see their willpower la omgosh =.=
I LOVE BEIJING~
i will shout i love singapore after i watch NDP la, for now let me scream that i love beijing ok =.=
I LOVEEEEEEE BEIJING
I LOVEEEE OLYMPICS
I LOVE BEIJING~~~
BEIJING HUAN YING NI AHAHAHAHAHAHAH~~
wah this year kill me I OSO MUST GO BEIJING!!!!!
last year purposely skip, this year DONT WAN SKIP LIAO LE LA WAHAHA!!!
must go there take lots n lots of pics
den show u, make u all jealous XD
i saw the MV of the BEIJING OLYMPICS SONG
and its so freaking cool and the tune is nice lor~
it gives you that, beijing olympic feeling~
make u cheer like dunno wad sai~
they have 100 SINGERS OK, 100~~
got JJ lin, jin sha, sun yan zi, F.I.R, wang li hong, Jolin tsai, ah du and jackie chan lol~~
its dam cool ok~~~~~
i below got put the video XD
i 100% GUARANTEE, YOU WILL LOVE IT~
cannot stop singing le laaaa ahahahaha !!!
DAMN COOL RIGHT????
aiya sorry la, national song really sing every year le ma =.=
hear hear new songs oso nvm la~
got 100 artists leh, all ur favourites all inside lor T.T
so cool so cool so cooooollll~~
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhh!!!!
SINGAPORE TEAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTS~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
YOYOYOYOYOYO SG TEAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
SAD RIGHT LI JIA WEI CANNOT COME NDP =.=
SHE HOLDING THE FLAG LEH BTW!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA SOOOO COOOOOOOLLL~~~~
we as a LITTLE RED DOT has come THIS FAR to the OLYMPICS WAHAHAHAHAH !!!~~~
KICK EVERYONE's ASSES WAHAHAHHA =.=
ok ending ahahaha =.=
beijing huan ying ni~~
YOU MENG XIANG SHEI DOU LIAO BU QI =D
YOU YONG QI JIU HUI YOUUUUU QIII JIIII~~~~~~~~=D=D=D=D
Saturday, August 2, 2008
{ 1:50 PM }
had 2.4 run today...LOLS...
aiya i got lousy position la =.= at least improved from last year...
wan to know my position right? haiya =.=
77 LA 77 LA 77 LA 77 LA 77 LA 77 LAHAPPY =.=?
last year got 100+ ok...improved by 30 positions leh XD!!
but my sista danica improved by 100+ positions T.T
last year 200+ this year 100+ le lehh~~~ pro seh !!! ^^
i only heard tat valerie got 1st for our lvl, serene 2nd, den i dunno
jacq got 9th position btw :D WOOOOTS~~!!
LINYING IS 10 T.T SIAO LA U T.T
dunno boys la =.= shud be junwen n zhenju top few i guess o.o
hais ytd kena lectured by choir....
jojo cried, rachel cried, i cried
yeeying eugenia no cry o.o
JIAN QIANG DE NU REN~~~
actually before we kena scolded i already dammm guilty...
and i like keep saying "we cannot late next time liao, we cannot late next time liao"
den when the lecture came, im like, aiya how to take it lor =.=
i already in heart so guilty n apologetic lia0, den with lecture i kaboom
den i oso know that we disappointed the whole alto section and SLs ...T.T
but this is definitely, a wake-up call for me la...
i lately havent been close with hilary they all...
and only recently i got to know how they feel about, US
and the alto section wasnt very pleased with us =.= as i presumed...
i seriousy, seriouslyyy felt veryyyyy veryyy guilty =.=
so today after 2.4 i went to apologise to our SLs T.T
i was aware that im not punctual...but becuz everyone was like, looking as though nothing has happened so i just follow suit...
which i tink i shudnt have done it...
its hard u know, becuz i love choir so much...
and to think that becuz of us, there r punishments and stuff being imposed on, we upset the entire choir and embarassed the altoosss
and we hurt them so much, i felt sooooooo angry with myself...
why did we did it in the first place...
we really really, DIDNT WANT IT TO HAPPEN AND DIDNT MEAN FOR THESE PPL T.T
we are seriously very very very sorrryyy to those who r angry...im very traumatised by it too, really really sad n depressed for the entire day T.T
im gonna make cards for everyone T.T i just dunno how to clear my conscience...
and ********* has been scolding us behind our backs about this matter...
ya i know its our fault...
but its abit backstabbing, considering the fact that she was like, suddenly stick with us just now before the lecture...
and after the lecture she kept scolding us behind our backs...instead of encouraging us to not make the same mistake...
and yes, dont tink that i duno wad u said, I KNOW WHAT U SAID and someone TOLD ME ABOUT IT, and if i was not in a good mood today, i will call u immediately and SHOUT INFONT OF UR FACE
ok la, im in no position to say her actions are backstabbly, but treat this as a takeback call
i mean, if u tink us as THAT WAY, WHY BOTHER MIXING WITH US IN THE FIRST PLACE?
or rather, we didnt want u to mix with us, u just, COME IN SUDDENLY and looked as though u r part of us,
not saying that we r a clique that doesnt accept others...
we want the entire sec 2 batch to bond well, seriously
but then, the fact that u BACKSTABBED US after this matter, DEMORALISE US instead of spurring us on, made us, or rather, ME think that ur backstabbing
i regretted fighting for u when someone prankcalled u and scolded u on the phone...
now i see the reason why that person does that...
though i tink its still wrong =.=
i seriously, will not BOTHER about u ANYMORE~~
i've had enough for these few weeks le okays, with my class with my friends with my studies with my CCA,
and now, im stuck with YOU
u know, u might be unhappy that alot of ppl hates u, and u relied on ur CCA instead for moral support...
but u cant just, totally rely on us, without changing ur attitude,
cuz in the end, u will make ur CCA hate u also
u complain "u know how suck my life is? my class hates me. im sad. why my life so unfortunate?"
guess what, EVERYONE goes through that ok, and all u do is COMPLAIN without finding out the dam problem
if u saw that everyone is having negative thinkings abt u, then the problem lies WITH YOU, not the class...
and u r supposed to find it, change it, and resolve it...
not taking that qian bian attitude and COME TO UR CCA N SHOW IT OFF AGAIN.
u know how, sad i feel when u were actually talking bad behind our backs?
imagine tat if u actually stayed back, came in the room and COMFORT us when u found that EVERYONE WAS CRYING,
our opinions n impressions of u will IMMEDIATELY change...
u didnt make it change, instead, making it WORST
but, i wont, becuz that im thinking negatively of u den i will hate whatever u do or treat u badly...
cuz i dont think that hurting someone can make me happy...
ur not the first one who pissed or hurt me off so badly anyway...
theres a more VERY-KNOW-HOW-TO-HURT-PPL-VERY-BADLY in my *****
but still, somehow, i will want to make him satisfied if i could
be aware of ur actions, seriously,
cuz by saying these, im already being kind enough...
i dont think those hot-headed ones will tell u such stuffs
they will MAKE UR EARDRUMS burst cuz they will scream at you =.=
calling someone stupid wont make u any smarter
calling someone ugly wont make u any prettier
and ruining someone's life certainly wont make u any happier...
all to hope for is to just solve the problem ahead and MOVE ON
its better to be a friend than an enemy...my mom came back ytd. surprisingly without me knowing it =.=
hahas, im happy la of coz =) hoorayeeess~
but she leaving back to china in the next 2 days =.=
fweakkkkk =.= oh well...
