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Saturday, November 29, 2008 { 5:42 PM }

WAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA I WATCHED TWILIGHT LIAO I WATCHED TWILIGHT LIAO WAHAHAHAHAHAHA~~~!!!
so funny so funny HEHHHH I WATCH LIAO LEH!!! U ALL HAVENT YET RIGHT??!!!!
AIYA SO SAD WAHAHAHA XDXDXDXDDXXDXDXDXDX
so cool lor, can watch before it even came out XD MUAHAHAHAH~~~
aiya cuz america there hor come out le ma, so internet they also upload,
SO I FOUND IT HEEEEEEEEE :D
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo nice lor ~!!!
ok actually, its not as good as the book =.= of coz, no films are as good as they books,
becuz in some scenes in which the book described it soooo detail-ly and intricately hor, the film jus passes it off in a few seconds,
like u know the car stopping part? the book was saying what edward carry the car la, holding bella in another arm, swinging the car around,
den the movie is like "BOOM" he put out his hand and stop it,
and im like " =.= thats it?"
YA VERY STRONG VERYYYY STRONG =.=
but as long as can see the movie i shooooooo happy le HEEEEHEEEEEE
tell u hor, the kissing part right,
they never play any music lehs, so means they just continue kissing hor,
then the kissing sound can be heard =.=
so halfway kissing im like "uhhhhh =.= you yi dian...zzz"
cuz the disgusting squelching sound lor LOLLLSLSSS T.T
anyways, edward n bella ARE HOT HOT HOTHOT together,
althoughh i know i loveeee edward alot ^^
EDWARD CULLEN FTW!!

anyone who wans the link, it is http://movie6.net/movie-/
immediately front page is "BAM!" TWILIGHTTTTTT~~~
aaahahahahahahaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh~~!!
wo yao fa fong liaooooo!!! AAAAAAAAAAHHHH!!!
must watch must watch heehee XD
den movie come out watch again!!
I DONT CARE HOW MANY TIMES MUST WATCH, I WILL WATCH IT LIKE CRAZY!!
ni kan ba edward, wei le ni wo xi sheng LE ^.^
jkjk, sooooooo happy got watch it liaooooo~
i think jasper looks cool too, and alice is soooo alicey =D
and i tot victoria was much chio-er than rosalie =.= so much for being the most beautiful =X
james oso hot lols, too bad he die so early, den future films bo him lor =(
carlisle and esme looks sooooooo fatherly n motherly,
carlisle is cool too :D ESME LOOKS SOOOO SOFT N CARING!!
hmm still got who lehhs o.o
JACOB IS SHYT LA!!!
boo u la jacob, i really really dont like u =.=
IN REAL LIFE AND IN STORYBOOK =.=
the taylor lautner (acting as jacob) is younger than kristen stewart lorrrrrr T.T
PFFFFFFFT THEN THEY KISSING IN BOOK 3!!! AAAAHHH!!!
no no no NOOOOOO cannotttttttttt~~

im really very very tired D:
cuz ytd came back super late, was in harmony concert :D
not to watch the concert but to help out with the make-up =D
charis, alvina, yingjun, valerie, eugenia and me were helping out YAYYY~~!
at first i was helping one dance girl put glitter on her eye, den i overly put den like screw up =X
HEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE I SOOOOO PAISEH N SO GUILTY T.T
im like "sorry sorry!!"
aahhh >< but then I SAW XUEYIII =D
DEN OF COZ I DRAG HER LOR ^^ HEEHEEEEEE~~
aiyo she so white still wan become more white, im like "WTH ni yi jing gou bai hai yao geng bai =.="
shes VELLI CHIO THAT NIGHT OKAYS -.-
of coz la, i make up one ma ^^ jkjk
i only do foundation and eye, rest she do le XD
in the end im walking around doing eyeliner for ppl,
i was holding the eyeliner pencil and was shouting all around, "WHO NEEDS EYELINER, WHO NEEDS EYELINER" lols
EHHH DONT XIAO KAN ME HOR, my eyelining technique good okay XD
basically thats the only thing i wont screw up lols XD
HEEEEE i was so happy that i helped =D I MET SO MANY NEW FRIENDS N NEW PPL I CAN SAY HI TO NEXT TIME =D
especially got one CD guy called eugene, sec 1, who acts as a flower swaying =.=
im like "you act as what?"
den he hung his head and said "flower. swaying flower"

LOLS!!
of coz i laugh like shyt la, come here to act as flower lols, SO CUTEEEEE T.T
den mrskoh was like "MUST HELP HIM PUT EYESHADOW AND BLUSHER RED RED, SO WILL LOOK LIKE FLOWER"
of coz i spammed =D LIKE ITS SOOOOOOO NAN DE GOT GUY I CAN MAKE UP ON LORHHHS!!! XD
im sorraye eugene XD
i oso make up another infocomm guy, sec3, name like sheng siong la hor,
den at first he oso loitering around like eugene, so i tot he oso CD and sec1, so im like "YOU, COME HERE"
den in the end he sec 3 =.=
im like =O uh oh~
lolllllllllSSS~~ den i was like "u act what leh?"
he oso hung head reply "A TREE"
den i laugh even louder =.= wth la how come all act these stuffs lol,
den i anyhow do his makeup, he look like ghost T.T i wan laugh liao lolllllsss SOOO FUNNY LOR,
look freaking scary,
but im like "ur a tree anyway LOLS"
den when we saw them on stage we all going to laugh our heads off =.=
especially me and valerie LOLS, CUZ THEY WERE LIKE SWAYING UNTIL SO CUTE LIDDAT!!
ya den keep laughing lols XD
my eyeshadow techniques is acceptable la :D bu yong pa bu yong~
i only scared glitter =.= wo bu yao zuo glitter liao lolss~~
but hey, EYELINER GIRL HERE XD
next time who need eyeliner find me hor lols!!

Thursday, November 27, 2008 { 11:08 PM }

Hais
saw another news lorh.
The mumbai terrorist blasts de lor lols.
seriously la, is there a need?

like, over 100+ ppl are dead there =.=
im like "O.O WHAT?!"
i know now i sad or anything hor is oso no use de,
but den...like..."YOU BI YAO MA?"
den hold ppl hostages la...
whats wrong with them, frankly =.=
if they hate the world so much, go jump down the window themselves la
like do they have any respect for human lives?
they make it so insignificant and kill them all just like ants =.=
if its u, u oso cannot stand it ah,
those ppl have futures n dreams n loved ones,
and some are even babies =.=
must they be so cruel n heartless?
is like, AIYA I DUNNO LA,
they have soooo much to complain, and expressed it in such a, mean cruel way of massacreing the entire country =.=
how much horror must the ppl there live through?

suddenly, i feel soooo relieved to know that im safe in singapore,
not really guarantee-ing that we're 100% safe, but at least for now we are.
and to think like, quite a number of us chose india as a place of destination to replace china for our fellow juniors next year,
LOLS DIE LIAO LA,
so dangerous, let them go there is sacrificing them le
NO NO NO, CHANGE TO INDONESIA LOLS, DONT WAN INDIA LIAO XD
sorry ah junior, bu shi gu yi choose india for u la LOL T.T

hais, when do all the bloodshed stop leh?
no such thing as world peace liao la =.=

Wednesday, November 26, 2008 { 12:54 PM }

WAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH!!1
i know la i know la velli velli long never post you mei you ^^

im recovering from a rEALLY REALLY SIAO SICKNESS~
last thursday hor, dunno why after choir n lunch i kena fever lor,
its just like, so sudden =.= i felt muscle aches over my body, den really severe headache,
den i got home i need to lie down and rest le =.=
and next day, i was bedridden T.T

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee I HATE FEVER LARRHSSS~
soooo xin ku lor, really really hellllll xin ku =.=
and not only that, i vomited like shyt in the night T.T
VOMIT !! LIKE WTH RIGHT?!!
first time vomit right, at least got something come out la, cuz is a while after dinner (i didnt even eat much)
den second time vomit is like, ok,
den third time like nothing to vomit out already lor,
im like "WTH LA NOTHING TO VOMIT THE STOMACH SO STUBBORN WAN PUI SOMETHING OUT"
idiot la walao =.=

ah den next day go see doctor hor,
the people go inside damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn friggin long,
like 30 mins leh zzz
i go there 8 mins nia, they go like, take forever
so serious de hua go take ambulance to hospital la =.=
seriously la, next time can take shorter time or not zzz
whole world waiting for them leh =.=

i need antibiotics lol XD
now, fever subsided le hor,
kena cough la =.=
doctor warned me already, saying the cough might come later,
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~~
JUST KILL ME U KNOW,
since when am i so easily like, succumbed to all these stupid illness???
HATE IT LA HATE IT LAAAAAAA
not strong liao, metabolism rate all slow down liao,
i need vitamin C pills lol =.= go buy~
last time i hardly fall sick lor you mei you?
den now come one whole bunch of, coughs n fevers zzz
yao si liao yao si liao...
heeeeee~

my sister jus went for her chalet T.T
IM ALONEEEEEEEEE!!! HEEEE!!!
so sad leh, really lonely lor,
nobody pei me go shopping oso, hais...
can anyone organise some outings =.= its really getting sooo boring that im almost dreading for school Zzz
oh ya, i shud go buy breaking dawn den indulge in it jiu shi lor ^^
long time never read the twilight saga book series leeee ><
MY EDWARDDDDD T.T
edwardsssss HOT HOTTTTT!!
im craving for pizzas =.= and plums =.=
LOL all the p's ahahahaha~
ok i go down buy plums le F3 pffffft~

Saturday, November 15, 2008 { 7:53 PM }

I just did something really bad.

I just bought a keyboard on my own without my parent's knowledge and with my grandma's help.
THIS IS SO AWESOMELY COOL MAN~~~~~!!!
and hey, at least its MY money right?
as in i saved all my angbaos n school de money den accumulate de OKAY???? =.=
ya i didnt earn it, but PPL GIVE ME DE WHAT i oso bo pian but to receive it ma XD
so its mine, and I WANT A DAMN KEYBOARD!
my parents dont allow me to buy a keyboard,
becuz when i was small, i had a piano, but i didnt wan to learn so they gave it away =.=
and im like "small that time u all force me to play leh"
and now is i ownself wan to play.

AND IM NOT SPOILT OK,
if u all remember hor, got one chinese comprehension on the piano thingy right?
that the woman small that time dont like play piano, in the end grow up become piano teacher,
same principal ma =.=
somemore is KEYBOARD NIA =.=
no big deal larhs -.-
u guess how much only la
150 only leh~
AT LEAST COMPARED TO YAMAHA NOW SELLING CHEAPEST 800+ DOLLARS~
so cheappppppppppppppppppp~
how the hell do u get a keyboard for 150 dollars lol~
FREAK U YAMAHA XD

of course is second hand la, from other ppl,
but they hardly use it ma, somemore good condition,
BUY LA =.=
somemore christmas sale now, everyone all bu guan liao le la all spend money =.=
i already begging for keyboard for 1 year liao =.= thats it, i wan to buy it liao if they not allow~
not i not xiao shun ta men la, i mean like,
come on la KEYBOARD LEHHHHHHH =.=
oso not say gigantic piano =.=
whats life without being rebellious once in a lifetime ?
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhh dont tell them XD heehee
i got think of excuse liao =D
i say ppl dont wan then gimme lor ^^

aiya come on, i feel bad doing this stuff =.=
but I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY WANT IT ALOT.
it can work for years. just buy it =.=
can train vocal techniques somemore, lagi best XD
need meet that person at boon keng mrt leh =.= lols so far!!!
and im gonna carry the huge gigantic keyboard all around the bus =.= eeeeeeks~
and yeah, pictures =D i show u rihanna de hor XD

oh my freakin god.
the red arrow is pointing to rihanna lehhh XD
then the two angmoh guys infront is her "body guards"
and got another two women beside her is her girlfriends XD
yeah man, I SAW RIHANANAANANANANNA~~~
sorry cannot capture her face =.=
too small, n my hp dunno why cannot zoom =X

chalet that time me n linying gone abit crazy,
and we did some artistic stuffs with the mahjong =.=
LINYING STARTED IT XD

lazy to make in horizontal la, leave it liddat =.=
and as u can see, its my name =.=
HEEHEEEE~~~
when i finally got my keyboard i show u the pic lor~
ciao, got to go XD

Thursday, November 13, 2008 { 8:21 PM }

i saw rihanna today.

I SAW FREAKIN RIHANNA TODAY!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH@@@@@@@@@@!!!!1

do you have ANY IDEA how freaking crazy it is to me?
ya i know most of u think i am crazy,
of coz la, i saw RIHANNA, WHY WOULDNT I BE CRAZY??
and i didnt see her in her concert, i see her shopping IN THE MIDDLE OF THE STREETS OF BUGIS??????
WTH WTH WTH WTH AHHHH~~~~
siao liao le la!!! RIHANNA LEH PPL,
even bigger than cai yi lin or zhou jie lun, the INTERNATIONALLY known famous RnB queen RIHANNAAAAA!!!!
i wouldnt be as crazy if i saw any chinese stars la!
like, ppl in america or other american/european countries would be CRAZY to see rihanna,
AND SHES RIGHT HERE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ASIAN ISLAND CALLED SINGAPORE!!!
dont say im siao, when U SAW HER URSELF i can bet u all would be as crazy as me~

me yeeying joyce n rachel went out today =D
to buy clothes for farewell =X i didnt lol, cuz i had one liao~
AND WE SAW FREAKING RIHANNA =D SHE SOOOOO CHIOOOO T.T
i know, i didnt even talk or shake hands with her =.=
BUT SEEING IS ENOUGH LE LA!
i never thought i would EVER see any like, those famous famous singers in my whole entire life lor~
at first i saw alot of ppl gathering at a shop in bugis...
den im like "someone died ah?"
den when we walk nearer, we saw this woman lor...
den im like "who is that?"
then yeeying say "OMGOSH IS TYRA BANKS"
im like =.= uhh~ LOL YEEYING XD
tyra banks now in amsterdam with the models from america's next top model cycle 11 for the filming =.=
(i know, im a BIG BIG BIG fan of ANTM, and i've been watching it in youtube every week)
den i go nearer, n im like "NO WAY"
"ITS RIHANNA~~~~~~ OMGOSH ITS RIHANNA!!!!!!"
den im like, of all places to go, why come to singapore =.=?
den i remember she got concert T.T WAHLAO EH I WAN GO LA!
DEN TICKET SO EX, DEN SOMEMORE SOLD OUT!
somemore tmr the concert liao heehee =D

crazy le la rihanna is shopping in bugis!!!
we were only like, less than 5 metres away from her,
den later we stop watching n continue shop hor,
den halfway walk we bump into rihanna,
not exactly into HER, shud be into her guards or sth =X
DEN I STOPPED BREATHING,
of course she continue walking la =.= she didnt see us =(
then yeeying was like "WE WERE JUST LESS THAN 1 METER AWAY FROM HER!"
n im like "OMGOSHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
im freaking crazy abt it ok?
never in my whole life have i even seen a celebrity on street la,
not even a chinese one lor =.=
and im like "AAAHAHHHHHH ITS RIHANNNAAAAAA~~~"

rihanna rocks la,
her singing is, straight on powerful like hell,
ok to put it simply, SHE IS DA QUEEN OF RnB MAN PPL,
nobody STANDS A CHANCE when she's around XD
btw, when i saw her, im like "why she so little bodyguards?"
i tot like shud be alot alot bodyguards,
heck it, they r not even bodyguards =.= some angmohs walking with her =X
n im like "wheres chrisbrown? shudnt he be protecting her XD?"
wah i tell u, i see chris brown n rihanna, double attack sia =.=
i will FAINT~~~~~`
ppl, jus think as if u saw ur favourite idol,
shes my favourite man, i love her =.=
AND I SAW HERRRRR!!!
i love today man =.= LOLSSSSSSSS~~~
aiya u all hav no idea la =.= im really really....
dont wan say le XD

sorry la lemme shout one more time =.= paiseh~

I SAW RIHANNAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!

i will edit this post n put some pics of her (yes, i took it =.=)
but my hp like, cannot zoom leh, den only can mildly see her body =X
SHES TALL N GLAMOROUS OK? i tot she quite....average height =.= man, she's tall lols~~~~~
YOU CAN BE MY CINDERELLA, ELLA ELLA EHH EHHH EHHH~~~

Monday, November 10, 2008 { 7:34 PM }

umm...this post is gotta be like...weird o.O
anyways, for those reading my posts now...
THANK YOU SO MUCH~
i mean u might find it weird but,
seriously, i m so so so grateful to those who r actually willing to read my posts.
ok maybe u jus like shun bian shun bian glance,
but then, u know, the fact that u even CLICKED my link
omgosh, i love u all sooooo much
i didnt though anyone would read such crappy posts...
SERIOUS SERIOUS FROM THE GODDAMN BOTTOM OF MY HEART,
im sooooooo delighted n grateful to know tat there r ppl reading,
u guys actually spared time jus to read my crappy n shyt posts,
omgosh, thank u really alot !!
and i know i posted too much words =.=
im gonna try n post some pictures today XD

stomachache~
crap~
anyways, had choir today :D
TALKED GHOST STORIES LOL!!
den yeeying kena freaked out n screamed like hell XD
LOL YEEYING~~~
den becuz we screamed too much, den cornelius came down to remind us,
den he like, pop out his head from the wall,
den we saw it we kinda freaked out and i was like "AHHHH!!!!"
CORNELIUS =.=
lol lol lol so funny la XD
ppl, the clock tower ghost is true hor, beware orh ^^
WAHAHHAHAAH IT WAS SO FUNNY LA I CANNOT STOP LAUGHING XD

congrats to junwen n edbert for passing campus superstar audition first round ^^
WE HAVE AHS PPL SINGING DUDESSSS~~`
CHEER CHEER CHEERRRRR XD
anyways moving on,
someone is stealing someone very important from me o.O
first time experience de leh you mei you
as in that someone who is stealing is a stranger~
man i can be a bitch all i wan XDDDD
LIKE THIS IS THE TIME TO LET LOOSEEEEEE???!!!
no la no la,
i'll let fate or nature takes its courseeeee =D
aheehee~

im lazy to get my ipod fixed.
anyone wanna help =.=?
hey uhh, can i post the pics like, later on?
i dont feel like writing blog anymore o.o pffff
laterXD

Sunday, November 9, 2008 { 8:53 PM }

im going to china.
my final decision. with my sister.
i remembered how i was in tears on the phone hearing my him shouting n threatening me n stuffs.
and then her telling me that it was okay that i don't go.
they missed me. much more than i do.
and this made me feel really guilty~
one of my besties friend (not gonna tell ya XD) says that family is also important too.
of course. i do miss them, alot...
and even if im happy with myself being here, they r not...
how can i be so selfish?
man i m piece of sai =.=

n im not gonna let my sister sit alone in the aeroplane anymore =)
i wanna be on that flight with her and laugh, joke, n talk,
n be someone in who she can confided in...
this is like, so far, the bestest yr i've bonded with her...
u have no idea how distant we were all these yrs, n only recently i can feel that at least i had someone with me...
n i know that i cant stop stealing her stuffs =.= she got so many stuffs to steal ma~
its not like i had a choice in which both sides r good...
is like, very zuo you wei nan lor...
if only my life was as simple as everyone's, at least where aeroplanes n tickets need not be considered...
and overseas trip will be only one week~
my life around here, has so much meaning to me, becuz i lived here all my life?
too much meaning, that is so oblivious to me...
hais, im in such a dilemma~
of course i admit, the reason i wanna go is becuz i wanna go is also for future choir trips in june.
im very sure, my parents wouldnt allow me to go for any trips next year if i didnt join them this yr~ =.=
im not skipping any choir...
if there wasn't an upcoming performance, i swear to god that i would skip...
but there is, sadly,
like, i suck very badly liao, so i need more training =.=?

so seriously, to have like, them in somewhere else, not being with me daily,
its NOT COOL AT ALL~
like WHY THE EFFING HELL DOES EVERYONE SAYS THAT?
i mean i would really trade almost anything to exchange lives with u people~
im not saying that my life sucked as bad as other ppl~
but i dont think its cool at all, seriously. im sorry.

what's holding me back is what's preventing me from moving on...
but I can't hold on to it forever.
sometimes, we have to let go of it...
and letting it go may be the most beautiful thing one would have done on earth.

so im going on man,
cuz i know if i didnt go this time,
i wouldnt have any determination to go on next time...
anyways, u all would receive presents from me XD
BECUZ EVERYTHING IN CHINA IS GODDAMN CHEAP XD
come on, u can get a pair of earrings for 2 dollars instead of 10 dollars,
u all will be hell grateful to me, i promise =.=
anyone needs to buy any stuff =.=?
notebooks, pens? china got hell lots of it~
just say "ni bu gei wo na wo jiu zou le"
den dey'll be like "hao hao hao suan shi ni de ba, hui lai"

COOL RIGHT? i know XD
it'll be fun, but i dont think im seeing the dead emperor~
I DONT WISH TO SEE THE DEAD MAN =.=
i dont CAREEEEEE n cannot be BOTHERED to even seeee him
or rather, TO EVEN THINK ABT IT~
no more coffins n tombs, i had enough in the china trip wif the school =.=
time for some ShOpPiNg n loads of fun xD

crap.
im gonna take air china again =.=

{ 1:25 PM }

TO THINK IM LIVING IN LIKE HELL MISERY RIGHT NOW.
not really that bad actually, its just slightly better than the previous breakdown~

LIKE, if i do not go to china this year to see my parents, im not able to go for any trips overseas at all~
ANY TRIPS~~
there r many reasons why i do not wan to go~
like firstly, its friggin boring, like CHINA AGAIN =.=
i only see ppl spitting out saliva onto the ground n cheap stuffs to buy for all my friends~
even its in BEIJING, the olympic venue,
ITS STILL BORING IN A WAY THAT I CANT BE BOTHERED TO GO AGAIN =.= like i just went there earlier this year, n finally get to SEE the forbidden palace for the FIRST time in my life~
going with the school was even more boring. cant even get to go to red bridge (hongqiao) to buy those cheapskate jewellery or notebooks~
and this yr my dad wanted to bring us go to the terracota o.o?
aiya the qinshihuang tomb lor, and im like,
DO I CARE WHETHER ITS HIS TOMB OR NOT =.=?
if he's alive, den yeah i would LOVE to go there,
but HES A FRIGGIN DEAD MAN~ IM NOT GONNA SACRIFICE MYSELF!!!

and im being threatened~! effing threaten~
like, me parents accused me that i DO NOT WANT TO SEE THEM when i said i didnt wan to go, or rather, i COULDNT!
WHICH GODDAMN CHILD DOESNT MISS THEIR PARENTS?!
i stayed becuz i love choir too and i dont wan to miss any practices,
especially when we're having a performance in I-DONT-KNOW-WAT-IT-IS
when i know that i sucked enough already n i need more training~
of course, who doesnt wan to take a breather n escape from this stupid island?

this is so shitty~
and someone in choir is ANGRY or SAD or I DUNNO WHAT SHYT with me
for...i dont really wanna talk abt it
the whole world is angry with me for god's sake
like DO I HAVE A CHOICE~
im not gonna commit suicide now, im not that depressed~

like, i oso wan to go to china to escape from all this mess SO MUCH~
but thats meaning escaping from my problems ~
i really really hate myself...alot
im now in a terribleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee situation~
N SERIOUSLY, i dont wan my emotions get in my way of my friends n stuff
=.= im gonna be ok i think =.= argh

Saturday, November 8, 2008 { 6:05 PM }

Actually i have two super emo posts like 2 weeks or a week ago, but i deleted it because seriously i don't think anyone should see it =.=
i know it doesnt make sense.
i mean, i don't like to be seen as weak~
IM STRONG XD

today theres choir....
alright heck it, every week i have 3 choir practices...
well im 85% happy 15% unhappy~
DEFINITELY becuz i loveeeee choir sooooo much and loveeeee allllll the singerellas inside there and im glad to be able to spend the entire holidays with them,
unhappy becuz, in a way or another, its quite time consuming n tiring n pressurizing,
at least for me =.=
but today wasn't a good day for me~
ok la, half half XD
now my mood abit pissed~
no.1, MY IPOD IS SPOILED!
like FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE, DAMN THAT STUPID BUBBLE TEA~
becuz i went to the library, i hid my bubble tea in my bag hor, den it spilled all over...
I KNOW I CANT DEFY GRAVITY N ITS MY FAULT FOR PUTTING THAT DAMN TEA IN MY BAG~
but let me complain yi xia ma,
I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT MY IPOD~~
its like, sooooo damn friggin important becuz all my songs r in there~
and listening to it really calms my emotions n let me enjoy peace~
im serious, its hell useful
thats why every morning i would hear it on my way to whatever destination cuz,
it lets me think alot of stuff~ reflect, whatsoever,
tats why if i dao u on my way to school, dont blame it on me becuz im having a one to one time with myself =.=
BUT NOW ITS GONEEEEEE~
i wanna cry T.T no la i jus go send to repair la hor~
kaoz, this will burn a hole in my pocket lor T.T

no.2, THE CLASS LIST THAT IS BEING PASSED AROUND IS REAL!!
like OMYGOSH WAT E HELL???!!!!!
ok, sorry for being so negative future 3D`09 people,
im oso, both happy n unhappy (how can anyone be fully happy, come on =.=)
happy cuz can meet some old 1B`07 friends, qingying ah, gary ah, and also my FUTURE 3D`09 BESTYBUDDY N BESTYFRIEND yeeying =D
we decided to stick together cuz none of our close friends are with us =.=
people, dont still her away XD SHES MINEEEE~
two cliques of 2C`08 r going together =) (i oso hate to say this, but yes its 2 cliques)
sad, we're not the most no. of students from an individual class in 3D, the winner is 2G.
and oso cuz there r many strangers =D not like im soooo excited, but its nice to make new friends =.=

UNHAPPY~~~~~~
becuz ok, im like 1% happy that im not gonna see some kind of 3D`09-seemed-as-if-its-eating-glass-n-very-ignorant-abt-whatever-actions (if you know what i mean) but 99% sad for those birdies that they r separated...
like hey, who doesnt feel the pain?
and, i think it will still last ba...(hopefully)
sad leh, quite little funny ppl in my class =(
skaeli 3D no life how?
we r 3 dimensional anyways =.= we got some kind of life (i guess)
of course, there r a few ppl (actually only one) that i dont really enjoy being with,
not that i dislike her, we jus have some probs...(oh no i just said the gender =.=)
ok, hopefully we can get along, but i doubt so...
ahh well, since when can a person get along with everyone else ^^?

im gonna miss 2C definitely...
though theres troubles here n there, overall it has to be memorable~
ok la, i preffered 2nd semester than to 1st semester XD
but if u wanna say the chalet, 2C IS ROCK ON MUCH MUCHHHHHH BETTER THAN 1B,
its 100 : 1, its friggin bad ass~
at least I GET TO SLEEP ON A BED~
like, I GET TO SLEEP ON A BED~
a BED ok? u know how friggin hard it is jus to LIE on a bed in the 1B chalet?
HECK i didnt even slept on the sofa chair at all, i slept on a effing dining chair~
im not gonna say what happened, the memory is indescribable~
and EVERYONE in the class get a say in the plannings of the chalet~
show me a single person in 2C who doesnt love 2C and the chalet n NO there is none ^^

hais...guess my job as welfare of 2C`08 is ending...
though how much i hate noticeboard competitions, its really fun working with you guys =)
becuz of all of us, we r able to get top 3 in all the competitions...
though its actually deproving downwards -.-
but im very sure that im not going to be welfare for 3D next yr,
its freaking time-consuming n troublesome =.= trust me
2C I LOVE YOU!
I WONT FORGET U ALL~

i done no homework.
damn it.
dont plan to anyways =.=
so in my boringness time, i made up a 3D`09 class list =D

WELCOME TO 3D`09~
we're dimensional :D

2A
CHEN LIWEN SERENE
CRYSTAL CHAN SHU ZHENG
GOH SHI RUI VALERIE
KWA YAN XIU JOSEPHINE
2B

CHIAN QING YING
CHONG YEE YING
HAZEL TAN XIN WEI

2C
GOH HUI MIN JACQUELINE
GOH SI YI CLARISSA
KONG MAN JING
LIM MEI TING CELINE
LINDY SIM HUI JING
GEORGE FONG JIA JUN
LEE KIAT SWEE ISAAC

2D
CHOW ZHI LI KELLY
DANIELLE CHAN XIN YUN
MARILYN SONG YILING
LANCE TAY JUN HONG
LOUIS LIM YING WEI

2E
CHONG YAN YAN
TAN RUI HAN
DEXTER THNG KAI HAO
MARCUS TAN JIAN HAO

2F
CHERYL ANG LI LING
NG WEN TI KEITH

2G
ANNABELLA TOCK LING LING
CHOO YU LING CLARICE
MANDY CHNG REN HUI
CHEE PING YI SAMUEL
FOO MAO REN
GARY KWEK RONG FU
JONATHAN DEXTER WANG JINGXUE
YEO WEN KANG DAVE

2H
DANIEL SZE ZHI YAO
GOH ZHONG JIN
TAN YONG HONG

2J
JONATHAN LEE RONG EN (aiya so kelian)

2K
GAN KAI LYNN GENEVIEVE
ERIC NG TENG SOON

2L
KAN JUN YANG (aiya so kelian)

Total = 40 students
Males = 19 students
Females - 21 students

be wowed.
THERES ACTUALLY MORE THAN 15 BOYS IN A SINGLE AHS CLASS.
WOW =.=
lets get along well together 3D :D