Man Jing, AHSian from 1Bees`07 2C babu`08 3D`09, arriving on 25/03/94

Proud to be publicity officer of AHSChoir and lovin singing there

I'm sushi+Kpop queen, drumming+piano-ing, lover of anime and has a myriad of personalities

Ex-addicted to maplestory, audition, left4dead, cabal, gunbound, granadoespada and more...

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You’ve got to sing like you don’t need the money. You’ve got to love like you’ll never get hurt. You’ve got to dance like there’s nobody watching

Always smile, because every second of frowning is a lost of happiness in which you can never get it back :)




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Thursday, July 31, 2008 { 8:58 PM }

OHMY o.o
I wasnt able to log in blogger for like one week, AND IT WORKED NOW :D
Hais...I think right...I not supposed to be born in this world now... =.=
I KNOW SOME OF U MUST BE THINKING "ya lo, u shudnt be here at all, u suck"
i know i suck =.= i tink so too...
I seriously, will not think of my actions when i angry....
As in I wouldnt know how to react nicely to someone who did something wrong...
Its not i rash or wad, is like this person did something wrong that affects me n my friends, and was very proud of it and XUAN YAO - ING all the way and think like we dont care...
LIDDAT U TELL ME HOW TO NOT BAO LA...
but i shudnt bao la, make the matters worse...
shud have just like ask myself shut up first n calm down before shouting =.=

Up till now, i still dunno the reason why some ppl...
oh well, give me a cold reaction when i don't even know what happened...
I never offend that person, didnt do anything to harm them...
Usually last time, when i heard someone's negative opinion about someone else, i would immediately have the same negative opinion to that someone...
WITHOUT finding about that someone myself...
in which i tink this kind of reaction is very often...
and only a few ppl are able to realise this =.=
my sista DANICA is one of the few who realised it :D
shes such a sweetyyyy XD AWW~
so yeah, but then thats just the way most ppl are now i guess...and sometimes its just need time to realise...

and i tink, once u dislike one person, whatever good thing they do we will be like "act kind, act sweet"
trust me, i always thought of my disliked-person's actions as "ACTING" only,
only recently i realised that, u know, enemies do have their kind n sweet side too...
and today de CD (A SPECIAL DAY WITHOUT LIANG RONG GE :D) told us about violence and how to curb our anger...
which kinda made me reflect u know...
its not that i do not wan to change whatever bad points i have now u know...
im really TRYING really hard to change it...
but sometimes when things happen, i guess it cant be changed back...though im trying real hard...
i can never show my distaste, disgust, sulky face or give any other negative comments, becuz i know i will be like, sending myself to hell =.=
so must RENNNNNN and RENNNN and RENNNNNN...

Seriously, i tink im going into depression zzz
i cannot think of ANYTHING positive in my life...ah zzz
i only wanted to escape from this, this entire matter...
if theres an IP now, i really want to apply for it immediately...
thats my emotions now. to escape from everything. real bad.
I KNOW NOW SOME OF U THINKING "u shud go earlier, no one wants to see u"
eh, i dont stay for u anyway, i stay for choir ok...
wei le ni er stay? shen jing bing la...
and i dont wan becuz of this matter and jus like give up what i've been studying for 2 years...
and going a path in which i dont want it...
its not worth it u see...
and escaping from reality is not gonna solve any problem...

i still don't have courage to walk up to ppl and ask whats their problem with me =.=
cuz i dont tink i have the determination to put up a strong front and REN...
I
WILL
BREAKDOWN
VERY
BADLY
AGAIN
if i had to go through sth which i already did for once...
its like taking 2 X-RAYS in the same year =.= its tiring and killing
and from the CHAOJIAHMA BOOK,
"ni zhuan guo tou lai, hai you yi qian ge ren tao yan ni"
we cant be perfect, and let everyone like us anyways,
so we just, try out best to change and hopefully ppl will recognise us soon o.O

so im gonna renn till next year =)
hopefully, the best is yet to come :D
and i must stay the positive meeee~~
im like making myself very lonely n stuff,
and u must be thinking that im acting ke lian
but actually, i know how fortunate i am
at least compared to those who have lost everything =.=
its just what i m reflecting upon myself that only can be explained in words...
i still have good friends in class, i still have my CCA to hold on to =)
and who doesnt go through such stuffs?
its just sad to know that the best year in one's life (as what everyone says)
its gonna be the most terrible life-changing year for me...

i dont tink its wasted, i tink its the most valuable...
terrible becuz i've never experienced such stuff...
and this time, i didnt tell my parents anything...how am i suppose to tell them all these? i cannot bear to tell them =.= what r they gonna do?
but worth it becuz i went through all of it myself, with help n encouragement from true friends who were willing to change me...
and, it will be very memorable, seriously...
and now i sound like we're on a graduation ceremony and im like leaving off now...
ok no, im staying =.= though i want to go overseas and study, im staying here, FOR NOW =.=
too bad to ppl who wan me to leave =) guess u'll have to see me for 2 more years ^^

talking about overseas...my dream is to travel around the world o.O
i know impossible la =.= but then as we know, earth is dying due to global warming blah blah blah...
but then before all of nature's creations extinct off, i must see them, some, at least...
cuz we may not be able to see it in like the next decades, and its already dying out rapidly...
isnt it so sad =.=? what our dear mother nature had actually created for us?
and i say again, I AM NOT RICH.
its a dream =.= doesnt mean it will come true =.=

talk too much le =.= sorraye!!
thanks for those who were willing to read allllllllll the way T.T
freak the noticeboard, seriously dammm time consuming...
but cuz its the last one, so we just go ahead with it...
flunked my maths common test, didnt do last question...
which loses 3 marks T.T i xin tong lia0 sia...
maple is getting real shitty. gonna hate it real soon.

Tag replies~~

jasmin: mj!!
mj: hihi o.O
RACHEL(:: HAHA LOL. manjing i always see you on the mrt on th way to choir on sat w yy lol:D
mj: =D CHEMISTRY TOO GOOD LIAO AHAHA XD
yuquan,: HHAHHA just saw ur hates' above. and u actally added that liangrong gege XD
hahahhahaha funny. and oh yeah thanks for helping me print the case study ;DDD
mj: LOL dont call him gege so sweet, one ge can liao XD oh yeah npnp, got ink anyways =X
RACHEL(:: MANJING HELLO:D
mj: RACHEL HELLO =D
PaulMJ: HI! Relink please...
mj: =.= ok...
CHRISTIME:)): hi manjing.. can link me?? thanks!
mj: will link it soon =)
CHERLENE~: HELLO MANJING!! (:
mj: Yozzz cher cher =D
AiJia: OMG! Your blog is seriously long! And stop being lame,ALL teh time..Lolx!
mj: not my blog long, urs too short XD and im not lame, ur only boring XDXD LOLS!
danica: yoz... linked
mj: lols, WHO CARES XDXD ok ok la, thanks hor sista =D
jasmin: woah ur EZ link card like fated to follow u like thatxd
mj: its something called...FATE...X)
jasmin: hehe tagged u back!!:D lol ur complaint letter so funny
mj: hope it works~ thanks for tagging =D
yuquan.: ahahhaha YAY COMPLAIN
mj: WOOOOTS!!~~ XD XD
RACHEL(:: HEY MANJING:D
mj: HEY RACH XD
♥ , sher (:': HEY BABY ! TAG ME (: LOVES <3
mj: sorraye~~ tag u soon!!
SARAH!: BUY FROM THE GIRL'S BRIGADE 65TH COY ICE BLEND, SWEETS, WAFFLES AND BROWNIES ON NXT MON AND WED, 14 AND 16 JULY. THANKS;D
mj: bought sweets liao hor -.-''
XUEYI. :DD: LOL heyysDARKCHOC! ;D hahahs i didnt even bother to rmb tht retard's name lahrrr. he's a freeeeaaak cannnns.
mj: HEY WHITS CHOC ;D i know hes a freak, i bu xi huan him until can rmb his name only la XD

Thursday, July 17, 2008 { 5:51 PM }

HI...

Thursday, July 10, 2008 { 9:01 PM }

CD LESSONS....
IS LIKE....
I DUNNO HOW TO DESCRIBE...
CUZ THE TEACHER IS LIKE !@#$%@!#$@!!!

and so...
I DECIDED...
TO SEND A LETTER....
to the ACP....

:D IM SO HAPPY !!!
I FINALLY DID SOMETHING TO REBEL THE SCHOOL!!!
ahahahahahahahahhaha~~~
Okays 2C dont worry tat you all will kena into trouble -.-
wont de lah, trust me :D

i show u wad i write:

I am a student from secondary 2C, and this is regarding about our Character Development (CD) lessons. To me, (at least), CD lessons are a time where students can relax from all the hardwork and stress, and listen to god's words. And fortunately, all of our CD teachers were able to achieve this point, until now. Recently, we had a change of CD teachers, and this one was so, let's put it nicely, making CD lessons a meaningless, unreasonable, disciplinary lecture session. My mind of CD teachers are that they are caring, kind, fun-loving, humourous etc. Sadly, this one was none of the above, but in fact, the opposite. His name is LIANG RONG "GE GE". So much for the "GE GE”…

During his first lesson, he asked the class what shape the earth was. Being ENTHUSIASTIC TEENAGERS and HUMOUROUS KIDS, one of our friends replied "square". It's obviously wrong, but what harm can a little joke do? Yet, LIANG RONG "GE GE" gave a nasty and stern look, and asked my friend to draw it out on the board. He then called 3 of my other friends to take a photo of it, requesting them to keep it till next lesson. Then he DEMANDED the whole class to be silent. Apparently, he's shouting, much to my horror. He did not allow any conversations throughout the whole lessons, not even when we were writing our journals. One of my friends got scolded for WHISPERING. AHEM, aren't lessons meant for us to talk? especially CD lessons? And, why can't students share thoughts and feelings when we were writing our journal? Wasn't CD supposed to be interactive?

The next lesson, he came in and DEMANDED to see the photos from the 3 students. When one of the students deleted that MEANINGLESS photo, LIANG RONG "GE GE" apparently recorded down his name, saying that my friend was in his "blacklist". Then when he knew that we were visiting the old folks the next day, he immediately gave us a "lecture" and "chide" us, saying things such as, "though the old folks seemed like nothing to you, they are still human. I hope that you will respect them and not...” I wondered, was that a direct insult to us, saying that we were having such evil thoughts about the old folks? This unreasonable accusation was totally unbearable. I was like, "WHAT KIND OF A TEACHER IS HE?” Pardon me for having such thoughts, but, we're teenagers. We have feelings and emotions too. If he thinks that we look at the old folks as "just a bunch of old people", then I want to ask, what does he look at us as? Does he look at us as "small little uncivilised, undisciplined kids who need an iron fist to control"?

It was only his 2nd lesson with us, but it was already enough to drive me to the fact that I actually wrote this suggestion to you. My tone may sound acrimonious, but the whole class is already very unhappy about this. Please try to understand our feelings. It's true that we should respect teachers, but, I don't call that as respect. I call that as "demand for silence". Even if he wants SO much respect, he has to give some of his respect to us. Though he is an adult, we are all humans, aren't we?

I would be really GLAD if we can have a change of CD teachers, but to prevent other classes from being tortured, I really suggest that he should know about this problem. After all, to be a GOOD teacher, he has to do this. To gain our trust and respect, he has to sacrifice his unreasonable side of himself. I apologise if he was to have some kind of reasons that made him so disliked by our class, but even so, he should not let his emotions get in his career. We are not his toys, and we don't need such an iron fist to be handled. Teachers are our friends, not our monsters and nightmares.

I hope that our voice really matters, and I believe that you will definitely help us in a way or another =)

P.S (Our class got unhappy after the Quality School Experience Survey, so don't worry that we graded the school badly)

Aiya sorry la too LONG le =.=...
but I tink is okay right??
The tone although sound abit like buaysong hor,
but shud be ok ba...cuz theres no vulgarities whatsoever ma hor o.o
i write too detailed le o.o but then must be detailed den the adminstrator will care ma....
and lols, i show u sth in the ACP damn funny one

Someone's suggestion:
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The adminstrator's reply:
Zhan Wei, please use this portal for the correct reasons where students offer their suggestions. This is not a tagboard. Thank you.

Wah I see i seriously wan laugh like siao la =.=
DAMN funny la lol lol lol~~~
Hopefully tmr they wont call my name up...
and den scold me during assembly...
O.O
omgosh...
that will be like, so terrible la T.T
ok, who cares XD this is so cool la XDXD SO FUN SO FUN~~~

Saturday, July 5, 2008 { 9:34 PM }

YES -.- I know i havent post for a long long long time :D
Not really emo-ing, just really abit addicted to maple 0.0...
YES I KNOW! MAPLE! how old am i liao...
But then you all got better games den say la Zzz~

Today got choir prac :D
<33>
And then later me, jolin and yeeying went to have lunch at MOSBURGER :D
and we talk talk talk alotttttt of stuff~
Including my prob and jojo's de :D
But then after the talk, i just realise how STUUUUUUUUUUPID i was...

I will just be direct la. I wan learn from jojo, be a brave girl :D
ok la, I got emo for the prob la, although come school not emo but seriously in my heart right,
I WAS THINKING ABOUT IT ALL ALONG~
tats why it is so HARD TO FORGET U KNOW?
Den ya la, sad la, angry la...

Den also was quite afraid of 2C alot....seriously, im quite scared la....
NOT THAT THEY WILL EAT ME UP OR WAD,
but its like, after that "thing" happened right, den i hear like alot of ppl unhappy with me,
i just lose my confidence liao, ya, den became like not very sociable and like, jus no confidence at all la, feel guilty blah blah blah, den is just like wan to run away from school,
cuz during tat period, every school day was like hell to me,
so yesh, afriad. Scared of basically everything
tats why i was like, "Why the hell is everything in my life so miserable"
like nothing can go right de lor~

But then i thought alot today la,
and thanks to choir :D im starting to regain myself,
though now everything is quite settled for me, theres still some uncertainty in me,
for the prob thing right,
yes i know, sad, depressed,
but what can i do right? if wan blame must oso blame on my stupidity lor,
and i must not cry becuz its over, but SMILE becuz it happened ^^
MUST prove tat I can still survive (like duh),
right jojo ^^?
me shijia n jojo WILL JIAYOU DE !!
cuz i know tat i have other friends n my families around me supporting me ^^

for the class thingy,
now not as scared as before la,
becuz i created my own life motto :D
~SMILE because its worth it :D~
I LIKE IT ALOT LEH!!! YOU LIKE IT OR NOT???
I LOVE IT ALOT LOR!!! everything i write this down i feel really muchhhh better~
den u see all my books is have alot of this sentence de la -.-
i must carry tat "i do not care how u tink about me" de attitude,
its not as if i live for u,
so why should i care how u think?
if its my attitude problem, i will apologise,
but when its not my fault, pls do n die ok~
(im not talking about u, maple de midnightskyz de ex-dar =)

Last time i use to gossip alot about couples or relationships in the class or in choir~
And some were like, so strongly against their relationships n stuff,
but then right, now i tink,
ppl de business, u care simi sai la,
if ppl wan stead jiu LET THEM STEAD LOR~
Who are we to like, give comments abt them?
Disapproving them?
So, why care? why be so kiasu and so kaypoh?
leave them alone la,
unless u jealous la, den anything lor~

I actually wan tell u about the emo prob of mine,
but then i tink tat some *ppl will start saying im like very ahem ahem
*immature, guai kia, no experience de people
so I wouldnt say it la,
guess u all will know it anyway,
I only tell ppl who i know will understand,
so STFU next time abt this prob get it ^^?

Blogger is revived :D
But den i dont wan reply tags leh -.-
can dont reply ma? sorry la hor~
I reply JOJO one la ^^

JOJO :D: HELLO MAN MAN JING!! Haha you get what I mean la hor!! I love you altos!! Ty to all you epople for talking to me
MJ: No probs jojo =) WE WILL ALWAYS BE WITH U AND SUPPORT U JOJO!!!! jojo jiayou!!! :D

JIAYOU JOLIN!!! JIAYOU JOJO!!! :D