Sunday, May 31, 2009
{ 11:03 AM }
I AM PUBLICITY OFFICER OF AHSCHOIR 2009 - 2010!!!!!
omgosh...someone tell me that the above statement for me is true o.o
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!
I can't believe I got it o.o i've been dreaming for this like, since last year LOLS!
YAY. YAY. YAY. YAY. YAY.
eh, pub oso velli important ok XD? need to make choir as ATTRACTIVE as POSSIBLE XD
THANK YOU AHSCHOIR, FOR BELIEVING IN MY ABILITIES AND TRUSTING ME TO BE YOUR PUBLICITY OFFICER. I WON'T LET YOU DOWN :D
I'm so glad that ppl DO see some qualities in me that allows me to handle this job :D
SO I'M NOT SO BAD AS I SOUND LIKE WHAT SOME PEOPLE CLAIMED =.=
I will prove to you all that it is RIGHT to have voted for me, and I will learn about the job as much as possible and serve ahschoir the best possible i ever could :D
TOGETHER CHOIR, WE CAN ROCK OUR CONCERT BABE!!! JIAYOU!!!!
I'm so pumped up ytd after hearing the news that i went to edit the choir blog XD
ok la, got many loopholes here and there but i thought it was better overall o.o
will change the entire blogskin soon peeps :D!
I was so happy ytd until i did many stuffs in maple which is not very nice LOLS.
I went to ks somebody and guai lan somebody in maple, they deserved it anyways =.=
and i guai lan everyone la basically AHAHAHAAHA.
SORRAYESSSS :D :D :D
I think I should like, announce the rest of the executive committee ba, though you can actually read it in the choir blog :D
PRESIDENTS: CHRISTOPHER LEE AND JOLIN CHEN :D
SECRETARY: LEE PIYING :D
TREASURER: TAN SHI JIA :D
WARDROBE MANAGER: CHONG YEEYING :D
LOGISTICS: AUSTIN :D
DISCIPLINE ICS: DANICA CHAN AND GEMONN WAH :D
wahahahaaaaaaaaaaa gemonn the only sec2 sia, JIAYOU AH GEMONN, work with ahma DANICA heeeeeee :D
GRATS TO EVERYONE IN THE EX CO, ESP CHRISTOPHER AND JOJOJOJOJOJO :D
dont cry le hor, MUST BE HAPPY, cuz this ex-co will rock the WHOLE WORLD :D
for the music committee...the TALENTED and PROFESSIONAL PEOPLE who have been HANDPICKED by our conductor :D I TELL U, they confirm OWNED u one ok XD?
lets welcome,
SOPRANO SECTION LEADERS: LENG TIAN JIAO, RACHEL KOH, FEDORA TAN :D
ALTO SECTION LEADERS: EUGENIA KOH, HILARY TOH :D
TENOR SECION LEADERS: MAX LAM, ASHLEY ONG :D
BASS SECTION LEADER: REYNOLD MOK (yes, solo :D)
you guys will ROCK and ROCK and ROCKKKKK the whole world :D
grats to everyoneeee :D FOR BEING ABLE TO MAKE IT TO SL WOOOOTS :D :D :D jiayou for teaching us the songs for the upcoming concert ok??
OKayes. enough bragging :D. christopher called ytd and told me lots of stuff i have to do =.=
choir noticeboard, choir forum, and choir blog.
when nearing the concert everything will triple la T.T AHHHH.
but i love doing it :D
Saturday, May 23, 2009
{ 7:19 PM }
OKAY today is pictures day :D
i'm very very lazy to upload pics in blogger though i take it EVERY SINGLE DAY, so i'll probably have a picture post every week or sth. aiya dunno la.
today jus feel like posting pics ranging from like, right after MYE that day lor.
First 3: VJC CHOIR CONCERT WITH FELLOW AHSCHOIR MEMBERS :D
Next 4: MRS.LAW'S PIZZA FEAST WITH 3D but i didnt put it in, becuz in case we kena scolded...so yeah =( SORRY!!!
Last 4: ME N RACHKOH' S OUTING TODAY WEEE :D
ME AND CHONGYEEYING IN THE CONCERT HEE HEE :D (her hair damn nice ok)
GUESS who's shoe is this =.= (clue: I SEE U PEE :D)
starrrrrrr :D finger stars hehehehes :D
my 2/3 eaten pizza, i chose the one with chunks of chicken and got corn one lols o.o
once again, NO LITTERING IN CLASS, esp mentrual tablet box ty =.=
Don't u find the guy beside the red X look like chen yi qing =.=?
HOKKAIDO ICECREAM WITH RACHKOH :D (mine's the dark choco, hers is milktea)
Obviously we're bored. The lift seems nice anyways.
Actually took quite alot of pics o.o but post one la, post too many abit over liao HEHE XD
RACHKOH pinning her collar :D look spastic ahehehehee XD
aiya, today is fun+sad day.
This morning was freaking terrible i think. But i think alto is....acceptable ba, their progress. At least we kinda get the tune :D
I'm shocked to know that many sec4s are not participating the concert. really really, omgosh.
No, im not being frustrated or angry. If i were a sec4, i would probably back out the concert too.
but....hais....
I jus feel so sad n hurt seeing him in pain,
like, i truly believe that THIS MAY BE HIS LAST CONCERT WITH US.
and i dunno...its just...not a good way to end this.
i would wanna end this in a high note, but i dunno....its so threatening now.
i'm afraid of the concert, very afraid.
that we will not live up to our standard and disappoint everyone.
the stress is....i dunno...
i jus feel so devastated.
Den afterwards, we went to eat with rach, danica, eugenia and joyce at longjohnsilver tampines mall~
Den i followed rach around takashimaya :D cuz nothing to do lols
TOTALLY MISSED MAPLE 2X exp event, but whatever, im a hardcore gamer =.=
HEHEHEHEHEHS kinda got lost in kinokuniya but, TAKA ROCKS HAHAHAS XD
went down to the food mall and buy LOTSA LOTSA FOOD AND FRUIT JUICE HEEEEE :D
lols :D I LOVE RACHKOH HEEHEEE
her bro damnnnn cute oso :D
aiya feel like mapling leh. i know maple is so wtf, but still =.=
u must admit, its quite hard to be good in it.
im a dummy in the freemarket tradings n stuff =.= so need help.
gonna chiong to lvl 100 :D
probably wouldnt make it but, aiya :D
will be cool if i succeed :D
aiya so weird la today. mixed emotions. dunno what to do.
Confused.
Monday, May 18, 2009
{ 6:40 PM }
Watching gossip girl now :D
I KNOW SOME OF YOU ARE JEALOUS MUAHAHAHAHAS XD
but sorry, gotta wait till i finish my first season will i then lend u guys :D
i only have seasons 1 n 2.
YA I KNOW, GOOD ENOUGH LE RIGHT XD?
Sian, jus now take bathe, then wound become soft like shyt, den take off shirt the wound kena scraped.
YA LA, FRIGGIN BLEEDING NOW ZZZ.
ok today, rachkoh yeeying joyce and danica came over to my house for movie marathon :D
but we only watched like, 2 movies =( bride wars and the uninvited :D
bride wars was nice n funny hahas :D BUT ANNE HATHAWAY DIDNT GET MARRIED MANNNN~
the uninvited was plain boring. At least for me. The rest were screaming and hiding their heads whenever the scary parts come.
and im like "what the =.="
It's not even close to shutter. The movie probably failed.
But ok, im kinda immune to all these gory and horror stuff. watched too much of them.
the Saw franchise, exorcism movies, shutter 4bia and coming soon, u name it =.=
We should have more of these movie marathons u know :D
and im calling more people for movie marathon next time :D
theres much things for me to crap, but i don't think i will. becuz.......
anyways, im hungry, im gonna eat now. so yeah, good day =.=
{ 2:03 AM }
I always thought that we have to fight for one's happiness...with out own efforts, with our own determination...
I know that there is a power called fate and destiny, but I thought that our determination transcends everything...
But they don't, they work hand in hand. Our determination applies and our fight is established once fate and destiny approves it...
Maybe its fate, you know.
Maybe, destiny says that it wasn't meant for us.
Because if one's happiness depends on our own efforts and strengths...
What's there left for fate and destiny?
I've been lying to myself all along, and I knew it.
I had to pretend I was okay. I was alright.
I had to say that he was a jerk, he sucks, he don't mean anything to me.
I knew this was not the case.
He meant everything to me, I guess.
And I can't let go, at least not as much as I think I did.
But I know that from today onwards, I've let go, once and for all.
I'm going to be honest with myself and face reality as it is.
Yes, I was crying like crazy and shutting myself in the toilet, emo-ing and looking mentally unstable for god knows how long.
But, I guess that's what I needed to be able to face the truth.
To cry it out loud and scream at the whole world.
No pain no gain.
What is keeping me from moving on, its not time, its not him.
Its me. I wasn't listening. I wasn't paying attention. I wasn't in the right mind.
Because I thought there was still hope.
But there's nothing left in the first place, nothing at all.
Because (quoted from rebecca) when one's mind takes over one's heart, one have to acknowledge that the love has died out.
I think it did for him.
But it wasn't for me.
But it will be. It has already, in fact, right at this moment when I'm finally coming out of my own illusional world of hope.
I think only a very few no. of people will understand how I feel. There's far too much mugger in this school to understand anything, HA! XD
Because the pain from this incident, has already proven that I have life inside me.
Too much life.
I don't think memories are to be forgotten. Memories are to be treasured.
Nobody says we can forget it. We shall treasure it.
Yeah, sure I'm not the most important person in his life.
But I think I'm a friend irreplaceable in his life I'm sure.
At least now I've more freedom and personality hahas.
I'm not burdened by anything and stuff. Yeah, its kinda cool.
I should'nt be like, "oh he's such a jerk" whenever anyone asked about him.
I should be "oh yeah, he's a good guy, but I don't think we're for each other"
I'm actually happy, to know that I'm no longer someone important in his life.
Because I don't think it breaks me down, it just helps me to let go and make me stronger.
I knew I had to do something to allow me to let go, I just didn't what is it.
Voila! He just solved it for me :) Yeah, I'm pretty sure I'm carefree now :D.
Hahas, I don't think she'll allow him to read my blog, so, JUST SAYING U KNOW.
Guess that some people will be shocked with this crap I'm saying right now.
I'm multi-sided, just to let you guys know :D
At least there's no regrets.
At least he's with someone who can give him happiness and let him be himself.
At least I'm able to let go and move on :)
The pluses definitely outweigh the minuses.
Besides, my eyes are dry, it needs some moisture. Salty ones.
LOLS, come on people, tears of joy :D
I sincerely wish the best for him. Have your everlasting happiness :D
I will get to meet mine someday ahaha. There's definitely someone better and will be meant for me somewhere, it's just a matter of time.
I think, time is needed not to get over him, but to find that special someone of mine :)
Besides, the wounds I need to heal now is not only my heart, but my elbow, hip and feet too =.=
DAMN IT LAH, until now still damn pain like shyt ok. Wat the hell is going on, the elbow one in particular is getting worse and worse. Idiot shoes.
Lols that was so random.
I've to thank so many people today, who has been giving me the support and strength I need to move on.
Even if you've just listened, you listened with your heart, and I'm really grateful for it. Now you guys no longer need to worry for me, because I've already set myself free and unchained my heart :D
Thank you, my sister aijia, darren, genevieve, yeeying, rachelkoh, danica, rebecca and to all my friends who are giving me the encouragement I need :)
Because of fear of rumours and finger-pointings (WHICH IT ALWAYS HAPPENS FOR I DUNNO WHY =.=), I won't name the boys, but you all know who you are anyways =.= so thank you!
On 18th May, 2.30 am, xiia0manman has officially let go and starting anew :)
Oh btw, I CUT MY HAIR AHAHAHA :D what a good way to start afresh eh :D
Friday, May 15, 2009
{ 10:32 PM }
lols.
LOLS.
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLS.
ahahah today is a velli velli velli fun day :DDDDDD
ok basically, alot of us went to mandy's house and play today...
ok i name the people =.= sorry if i miss u out, NOT ON PURPOSE ONEE AHAHAHAHA XD
cheryl mandy jacqueline danielle valerie samuel junyang keith yonghong louis
ok i think thats it o.o so including me it's like...11 people :D
i tell u hor....
MANDY IS BY FAR, THE RICHEST PERSON I'VE EVER SEEN IN MY WHOLE LIFE.
when i was entering her house im like, "omgosh im in mandy chng house. ohmyohmyohmyogosh"
supeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr sheek and chio ok
like victorian woody style kind one
then not only 2 storeys leh, THREE STOREYS LOR
from outside look like snow white live that kind of palace
the balcony like abit rounded, u know the part where snow white always comes out and sing to the animals =.=?
wah, then got mini garden with a bridge...
*faints*
den her room got one television.
ONE DAMN CHIO TELEVISION. and one computer. and one bed. and alot of weird weird stuffs but, OMGOSH!!!!
AND SHE GOT LIKE 3 PERFUMES =.= including one anna sui one~~~
WAAAAALAOAOAOAOAOOAOAOAOAOAOA U MUST BE KIDDING MEEE SIAAA. mr khoo's house also cannot compare to them lor LOLSSS
so many tunnels and rooms. i think u can create like, amazing race there or something o.o
watched housebunny first, while the guys are in her room zi-highing about maple and ks-ing ppl (lame) =.=
and lols, the housebunny quality damn bad T.T
halfway the audio change to foreign one, den the pictures oso damn lousy, will lag and stagger halfway~
AHAHAHHA, shhhh, its my CD LOLS~~~ from china ahahahaha.
aiya sorry laaaaa XDDXDXD PAISEH, next time will go test test before bringing it lolls.
Then watched skeleton key and 4bia. skeleton key is kinda like a creepy adventure of witchcraft, which i feel is DAMN nice but abit wtf~~
4bia is plain stupid boring n not scary at all. ya i know i shrieked alot, but when i saw the ghost, im like WTF LIDDAT ONLY =.=? got too many lame parts lols.
and then all of us retreat back to mandy's room, played abit of maple and found out how ugly my avater looks now,
im gonna download it and buy cash heheheh XD
and then got half play mahjong half play taiti~
ok la, i dunno how play mahjong =( SORRY LINYING, FORGOTTEN EVERYTHING U TEACH ME HEHEHEHEHEHHS XD
den got play bridge, in which its a game I WILL NEVER EVEN GET TO UNDERSTAND LOLS~~~
and then play blackjack WITH MONEYYY XD XD XD
ok la, everyone at first bet like, 10 cents 20 cents,
den as it goes on, they bet 50 cents and more LOLS~~
i still stick to my 15 cents HEH XD aiyaa, money velli important ma XD
den LOUIS LA. ACT RICH LA. wah, bet 2 dollars plus sia. siao kia.
i think he lost o.o
anyways, den later danielle valerie jacqueline and cheryl left, then the remaining us went to have dinner at KFC o.o
den afterwards mandy went back home while we walking to bus stop take bus12.
OK THIS IS WHEN THE STUPID DUMB INCIDENT HAPPENED.
DISCLAIMER: manjing is not a blind person.
anyways, the bus 12 came and we were like, still quite a distance away from the bus stop, so we chionged,
and while chiong-ing, I FELL DOWNNNNNNNNN.
OMGOSHHHH. that was so unglam lols.
and seriously, i wasnt even thinking abt the pain and being sad, i was like going to laugh,
like LOLSSSSS. I MUST HAVE LOOKED DAMN FUNNY LOLSSSSS
so paiseh larrrrrrrhhhhhsssss. got one women was like, staring at me and giving me the WTF LOOK
LOLSSS. super paiseh and super unglam. i must have looked very terrible then o.o
AHAHAHAH SO FUNNYYYYY, im laughing like shyt now XDDDD
kinda reminds me jojo's fall in choir room, dam drama XD
ok la, my elbow kena abrasion until bleeding (wtf, havent stop yet), then hips down dere jus discovered one big red patch and some scratches n bleedings, and my feet there oso bruise n cuts n now bleeding.
wtf sia, everything is bleeeding. damn pain n scary but,
i dunno, i think the incident is jus so funny, i dont really care abt the pain :D
and i wan to personally thank the people who were there jus now and helping me in cleaning my wound :D
im really really, super super super touched, as in seriously.
cuz, i tell u honestly RIGHT NOW, no one has really cared so much since like for a long long long long time. not even in pri school.
ok, maybe perhaps the injury wasnt so serious and stuff but, i dunno, its just really caring and its something i dont think i experience before ba o.o
i dunno, maybe u'll think its jus nothing but, its definitely something i'll remember for the rest of my lives. really, im super super grateful to have such good friends like u guys :D
This is by far, the year n class i enjoyed most in my ahs life.
and im happy it'll continue for another one n a half years =)
aiya pictures another time la, now damn sian, jus missed jamie oliver's show i freaking angry =.=
CHEERS. and hahas, im alright now :D DONT WORRY KAYSSS :D
Thursday, May 14, 2009
{ 11:40 PM }
my dear friends from all around the entire universe....
I GOT AN ANNOUNCEMENT TO MAKE....
MID-YEARS ARE OVER BABEHHHHHHHH!!!!~~~ WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS~~!!!Okayes I know I should be zi-highing, but,
frankly, i dont feel much jubilation of excitement n stuff, like currently...
I dunno, usually i will zi-high alot, but not exactly this time....
maybe because i know i screwed everything up, and my grades r slipping like shyt =.=
i dunno. more of a relief actually. a relief that i no longer need to endure like, hours of mugging,
it was so terrible. my head was like, "OMGOSH STOP GIVING ME INFO CANNOT STORE LIAO LE LA"
and my brain cells was like, "WAN HUMTAM US ISSIT??!!"
aiya. bo pian ah. mscheong and her crazy mind la.
i tell u truthfully right now, this midyear is screwed.
i wont be surprise to see my position drop by 100+. im serious.
and im very depressed. u've no idea, i've broken down like, tonnes of times ZZZ
i dont like to disappoint people.
and i probably disappointed like, many by now.
my parents, my teachers, my seniors,
i dont know whats wrong with me this year.
Maybe i was very stupid in the first place. so all along, my grades r just an imagination.
mr.khoo told me that every yr the trip sci geog classes top the entire level.
mr.tan told me that every yr o lvls the trip sci geog classes score better.
is this some kind of curse =.=?
WAT THE SHYT IS THIS LA!
im serious ok, HAVENT THE SCHOOL BOARD TAKE INITIATIVES N FIND OUT WHY.
YA FINE, WE NOT AS MUGGY AS THEM BUT
HELLO, THERES DEFINITELY OTHER SIGNIFICANT FACTORS.
i dunno. i m having alot of regrets now. ALOT.
although i shouldn't have, and i couldn't have, im having. im having ALOT ALOT ALOT OF REGRETS
why didnt i choose trip sci geog in the first place.
what the hell WAS I THINKING.
theres one time when me and cheryl were eating icecream (YUMMY) and we're sitting down together, discussing why we didnt choose geog.
everything is just so screwed up. dont even say im a mugger now u know, like, look at the freaking situation.
like, u all know it urselfs that the situation's pretty f-ed up
what is going on. damn it, the last thing i'll ever gonna do in life is to regret what i've done.
and i just did. great.
what a fantastic mid year i had u know.
i dunno la. got alot of stuffs to post today actually.
like going watch angels and demons with annabella valerie mandy samuel isaac yonghong keith junyang louis.
den went bowling with mandy valerie annabella keith junyang
really damn fun, like really really fun.
but my emotions kinda screwed up now. cant act happy when im not.
ya, i know alot of ppl will say i mugger or i siao and stuff.
whatever dudes, u have no idea what im feeling or going through now.
dont even be surprised if i dropped 100+ positions.
im not even joking now.
