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Wednesday, March 18, 2009 { 5:18 PM }

I kinda did this personality test from vanessa's friend's blog :D VANESSA GOT BF o.o THEY LOOK SO FRIGGIN CUTE TOGETHER WAHAHAHAHA XD XD

i bet many ppl will disagree with the below conclusion (esp abt the MATURITY ONE), but come on la, the qtns in the quiz asked like, so ridiculous qtns that u will only answer what comes into ur mind first. personally, i kinda agree with what it says XD there's always a different part of us inside and im definitely not what i m inside when im shown outside. So, for a certain someone, (pardon me for my vulgarity everyone T.T), F*** OFF! talking to me abt maturity MY ASS!

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them. (i think many ppl will disagree with this. sighs.)

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. (So true. I dont believe in looks at all :D)

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship. (uhh...really meh o.o)

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love. (aiya half half la)

Your views on education:

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job. (SEE WHAT I MEAN WHEN I M ANGRY THAT SOME LOSERS JUST DOESNT GIVE ME RESPECT?!)

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life. (I follow passion, not mugger =.=)

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous. (ya true, sometimes quite kiasu =.= scared of everything)

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel. (but no one ever knows how i really felt =.= so whatever)

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve. (HA bet some of u laughing liao =.=, but true, got too many heart probs heee :D)

ya true, cannot just judge myself based on this personality test =.= but, at least for NOW, this is like, the real ME i guess o.o and no im not haolian-ing, anyone who does this test will get a positive conclusion =.= even ms.cheong do oso will kena good remarks de, so yeah, gimme some face la hor XD

aiya i know u all dying to do it right =.= harna here the link XD http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
ENJOY PEOPLE :DDD
who are you?
r u still who u r before u came here?
what is most important to u now?
looks? smell? clothings?
i dont even recognise u anymore.
why did u come to this state?

what is there to believe in u now?

Tuesday, March 17, 2009 { 11:06 PM }

im now currently addicted to HANAYORIDANGO KOREAN VERSIONNNN~
for those ppl who dunno wth is hana yori dango =.= its liu xing hua yuan
YES YES I KNOW, LONG AGO OLD ANCIENT DRAMA =.=
didnt liked it at all. i tink it sucks terribly.
the story originated from a manga, den dey make to TV series lor...
got taiwan, japanese and korean version :D
a china one coming up soon =.= im like WTF CHINAAA????!!!
no offence la, cannot imagine them using cheena cheena accent to act =.= like "HUH??? =O"
korean version one is damn nice ok, the guys so hot like anything you mei you =.=
as in seriously HOT DAO BU XING BWAHEHHEHEHEHEHE~~~
the girl oso damn chio n dammmmnnnn white T.T
*jealous jealous* :D
they just aired it like recently lor o.o altogether 25 episodes, not korea only until no. 16 or no.17 only lorh XD
den youtube got ppl upload BWAHAHAHAHHA XD i watched until episode 10 nia...
and AMERICA'S NEXT TOP MODEL CYCLE 12 IS ON AIR BABE~
only 3 episodes la lols. waiting for next one o.o

tmr theres choir :D
im excited cuz there MAY be a movie outing :D
on monday (which was ytd) IT WAS CHOIR GAMES DAY :D
and we ran all around singapore (literally) =.=
very tiring, but quite fun la my team o.o
JUNYAO AND ME LDR :D (LOVE U JUNYAO MUAHAHAHA!!)
den in my team is my SISTA DANICA, CHRISTINE (SOP DE), PINHAO and TERRENCE =.=
at first the comm was like saying, "christine foo in grp 2"
den everyone cheered, cuz no one wanted her to be in my team =.= im like WHATTT???!!!!!????? =O??!!!!
den suddenly they say TERRENCE IN MY GROUP OSO
almost fainted la wakaos, double damage leh,
direct kill seh, tmd almost have a heart attk,
den we found out they referring to the other christine and im like THANK U MANNNNN T.T
ehh overall quite fun la =D but then we only went to like 3 stations cuz it was hell long =.=
den met grp 6 on the way :D jiaye was like saying they went vivo eat fries XD PRO LOR, SHUD HAVE JOINED THEM ZZZZ~~

and at city hall mrt station GOT ONE AHLIAN BUAY SONG ME LEH,
TA MA DE, NO BRAIN BITCH~! shes in her 20s den put HELL LOADS OF MAKE UP and FAKE EYELASHES and giving me that STARE.
THINK U BIG ISSIT??!! BRAINLESS LEECH IN SOCIETY, dog-faced BITCH!
becuz i was standing behind her, den doing some weird actions, n she mistook it that i was kanchiong-ing her to go in =.=
even so right, must she be so !@#%$^&&!%!#$@!
walao eh i damn pissed lor you mei you, i how old nia u come buaysong me simi?!
u chio MY ASS LA, not even comparable to RU HUA OK??!!
den she came out, and laughed and STARED AT ME WITH HER FRIEND
zzz im like WTF?!!?!!?!?!!?!!?! chou ah lian~

is THIS PIECE OF CRAP ur definition of your TYPE of girls??
are u SERIOUS??!! are YOU LIKE, KIDDING ME??
wat in the world?!! man, GO AND HAVE AN EXPERIENCE OF THOSE BITCHES for all i care, im SO GONNA GIVE U MY BLESSINGS
u'll probably be FUMING and HATING ME TO THE CORE hearing me say these =.=
hate me for all i care. im not even gonna bother since i can already know what the outcome will be.
i'll bet with u man, im not even afraid of losing now.

sorry, wasted one (two) whole paragraphs on meaningless screaming :) just needed to shout :D
den went to eat dinner with sista danica :D
at first we wanted to go subway, but found out that the tenors (plus a few basses) were having dinner oso, n decided to join them o.o
we went to century food court, and emmaus showed some terrible hand tricks,
HIS HANDS LIKE WITCH CAN OR NOT? THE BONES CAN DISLOCATE AND RELOCATE ONE =.=
i see until gong toot le la @.@ den zhensheng was like laughing all the way and taking sick videos =.=
SADIST XD!
den jesse move veins one =.= he has the ability to allow veins to disappear or pop out =.=
danica was like "one move bones, one move veins, what's happening to the tenor SLs"
i was laughing like shyt lor XD den the whole entire food court ppl was like staring at us XD
but i didnt care la, was laughing too much that moment WAHAHAHAHAHA!!!
we seemed to have a singapore criss angel(s) XD

Hais, at least there's still laughter n peace someone :D
and this made me realise i still have friends always by my side :D
it makes it so much easier to think brightly and always be optimistic :D
tmr got choir :D weeeeeeeeeeeeee hope theres outingggggg o.o
all the best everyone :D STAY HAPPY OK???

Who's the one not in the right mind? who's the one changing?
ur a wonderful person, handsome n smart,
but now, ur losing ur face, ur losing ur senses, ur losing URSELF.
all to what? LOOKS? of whom? if its like someone talented n better, i can live with that.
U know what's becoming of urself. I don't even need to say it.
I dont need a change, instead ur the one changing.
U ended this for all the wrong reasons. but im glad u did. im thankful u did.
becuz ur turning into something i don't recognise anymore.
but i still wish u all the best and hope u will wake up to ur senses and find someone of a better taste, please.

Friday, March 13, 2009 { 10:11 PM }

ZZZZ, im hell stressed out now =.=
SO SO SO SO SOOOOOO STRESSED OUT U'VE NO IDEA .=
ok im definitely exaggerating, watever =.=
like, if u know my CA1 term percentage and L1R5, u'll be like =O
I KNOW SOME OF U DYING TO KNOW. HARNA HARNA, less than 80% =.=
im like dam sad now ok,
n for those who now cursing me saying u all got lower than me, pls la, at least i m DEPROVING =.=
i rather improve than deprove right.
i tot 80%+ hard to get lor, den suddenly got someone from those mugger classes was like "we got 84, 85....%"
its like, i dropped hell alot leh
im so gonna disappoint everyone, especially myself =.=
im probably like, no.50 in the whole lvl =.=

its not becuz i DIDNT WIN ANYONE N STUFF =.= seriously for those shyt ppl out there STOP THINKING OF ME THIS WAY
when i said IM NOT LIKE THAT, MEANS IM NOT LIKE THAT
when u ACCUSE me, u r NOT RESPECTING me,
I HAVE MY OWN PERSONAL GOALS. IF U DONT BELIEVE ME, DEN DONT BOTHER TELLING MY WHAT THE HECK U THINK CUZ I DONT CARE.
just know that if u dont know a person well, just shut up n diam =.=
and as an "I" person, when someone says the wrong stuff, trust me, I WILL REMEMBER U FOREVER,
i wont exactly hate u, but u will be someone i'll rmb for the rest of my lives =.=
I NEVER EVER SAID I WAS PERFECT and I HAVE TO WIN EVERYONE,
ya i wont hate u, but be sure I'LL DEFINITELY RMB U FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.
damn kuku leh walan eh =.= bui tahan

den choir SYF mr.toh come scare us again say got another audition,
like, i've been trying really hard to practice my singing n my songs,
n i really want to get in SYF. its so friggin important to me =.=
its been on for 2 months, this threaten from mr.toh =.=
yeah i kinda get his intentions of like, forcing us to practice n stuff,
but cant we train in our own SYF + probation groupings??
LIKE FREAKING GUO DONG IS SINGING ALL THE WRONG NOTES BUT HE'S BLASTING LIKE SIAO,
den will influence everyone,
dont go out of tune cai guai right =.=

but chill manjing, its march holidays, its meant for relaxing =.=
i rather make mistakes now in everything than to make it in the future...
DO NOT FEAR ANYTHINGGGGG AND HAVE COURAGEEEE MANJINGGGG :D
becuz courage is not the absence of fear, but it means that something else is more important than fear =D
becuz life is full or risks,
all the more we shudnt fear anything!
ok la i still scared lightning =.= really damn scared...

i just talked to myself. fantastic.
enjoy ur holidays peeps :D
AND MY BDAY AFTER MARCH HOLIDAYSSSS XD BUY ME PRESENTSSSSSS!!!

cheers.

hais....
it's been 2 weeks since we've contacted...
and every saturday is really, really depressing for me...
u dont even speak to me. i think u've forgotten who i am by now ba =.=
=.= i bet ur enjoying ur life now with all those...whatevers...
see ur msn name so positive and so many weird names...
at least ur happy...thats definitely a better way to spend ur time...
rang zi ji kuai le kuai le, zhe cai jiao zuo yi yi, dui ma?
its good to be able to forget me =) the pain is lesser, isn't it?
I'm still trying to make it through this obstacle everyday :)
and i know i'm gonna make it through...
so pls don't worry that i'm clinging on to u n i'm like a annoying-despo-immature girl who doesn't know how to let go...
i'm jus trying to go through this by myself...
becuz i know i'll become stronger =) right?
it's just a matter of time if i can forget u or not...
actually right now, i'll do anything to forget u...anything...
if there's this memory pill, i would have bought it =.=
lols, again, u left at the wrong time =.=
when i desperately needed someone the most...
but it's ok, xiia0manman can overcome anything =D
cuz she will continue to smile :) becuz she knows its worth it ^^
i wish u all the best, in finding ur special someone.
goodbye.

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 { 6:32 PM }

Paiseh, i deleted my previous post.
for those who read it, ok congrats, got more stuffs to gossip =.=
for those who didnt read it, firstly, I REVIVED MY BLOG AGAINNNN =.=
and e reasons for dlting my previous posts,
no.1) too emo-ish
no.2) its stupid
no.3) omgosh i shudnt have let anyone read it =.=

basically, its stupid.
y even bother posting about HIM?
is HE even worth it?
NO =.=?
wth what was i thinking???
and this morning me n my friend were like talking,
and he suddenly said "i read ur blog"
and im like "WATTTTTTTTT =.=????!!!"

ok la quite happy la, cuz just revived blog den super ulu =.=
very sad leh, 3 days bo tag and im like WTF =.=
den my dear cousin tagged =) THANKS KOR~
ok, anyways, i will still wanna keep the first paragraph :D

DISCLAIMER: XIIA0MANMAN is currently going through a super tough time and very very emotionally unstable. She will always lose her siao-ness when alone and during at night and loves to dao ppl or walk unstably. She suddenly become very unwary of her surroundings and keep almost-banging into cars and get herself killed. HA. So DO NOT bother her during night time because she will end up screaming at ur face.

i seriously have no idea why i suddenly become liddat,
cuz today when i walked home with gen, i again, almost get knocked over by a damn car
and im like "FREAK U LA DAM CAR" (pms, omgosh)
apparently everyday kinda sucked =.= like, i so badly need sweets to boost my energy n siao-ness lvl up in class
and for the DISC personality test, i got I =D
so i can become a potential oprah WAHAHAHAHAA
val say i dont look like an I person leh o.o
personally, deep in my heart, i oso dont think i I person =.=
but they ask IN ANGLICAN HIGH ma, in AHS i am an I person =D
very very hyper like siao,
ok la depends la, now im currently not that high
but i soon will be =) IT WILL GET BETTER IN TIMEEEE~
becuz i DO have a sense of urgency,
and i dont really like procrastinating stuff,
but im quite talkative n make alot of silly comments during class time =.=
which SOME presumed it to be IMMATURE MUAHAHHAHA,
nvm, got ppl know who i am jiu ke yi le =.=

tmr got AMaths test, i still blogging o.o
*TEST TUBES ARE ANNOYING*
but i promise ppl make jiu make ba =D WE CAN DO IT DE TESTTUBE TEAMMMM
ok, i understand its my fault for not being able to make enough testtubes in time n stuff =.=
but uhh, its really, REALLY tough n difficult to make a test tube, and the orders r really complicated n kinda messed up so,
i hope everyone can understand, n give us our utmost support =.=
as u can see, my face is kinda black n emo-ish everytime during testtube-making-time
cuz im really under alot of pressure and worrying if i will be able to complete the orders in time =.= (seriously, im damn scared)
and got alot of rubbish probs coming out la, sister scold me somemore =(
i need to de-stress, realllll bad
ok, im going out with XUEYI on saturday anyways :D
saturdays r always emo-ish for me =.= hopefully this saturday is a hyper one

sorry everyone for not-being-myself and being very pms and kbkp n very ap at some times =(((
forgive me, i promise i will become xiia0manman in a short period of time :D